Forever And Ever [Narry, boyxboy]

Chapter 16

Relationship includes; fight, jealousy, faith, tears, disagreements. But a real relationship fights through all that with love

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Harry's POV

"Haz.. Has wake up" I groan, snuggling closer to the very warm Niall and I feel small kisses being placed on my neck. "Haz, baby c'mon wake up" Niall whispers again and I whine, blindly slapping Niall until I reach his mouth to cover with my hand. Niall only chuckles, removing my hand gently before stroking my back.

I breath deeply, ready to fall asleep again until... "Harry you really got to wake up, it's 11.30 (am) and I've got an interview with the boys, meetings and I don't want to leave you by your own today" Niall says and I notice he's being more stern that only makes me whine more. "Shh, I wanna cuddle" I mumble out and I'm sure Niall didn't hear much considering my face is literally pressed to his very hard chest.

"Babe, please.. we don't need to do more than take a shower, put some clothes on and on the set, we'll get all dolled up" Niall whines and I sigh, hugging his body close to mine before opening my eyes. "Fine, but I get to shower first" I grumble out and get out of bed, grumpy that I didn't get to sleep more. Ever since I've gotten a bed to sleep in, I've felt like I just want to be in it all day. I understand know what everybody loves about beds now.

I can hear Niall yell a faint alright, cutie and I only shake my head before getting rid of my sleeping clothes and jump in the shower. I just stand underneath the water stream for a moment, enjoying the warm water hitting my body. It's been about two days since Maura, Greg and Theo left. Both Niall and I promised them that we would visit soon enough.

I freeze up as I hear the bathroom door open and Niall's faint singing voice. "Any chance I get to join you, baby?" Niall asks and I just know he's smirking right now. "Saves more water" I gulp, looking down at my body. I know that Niall will have to see it someday, but I still don't feel ready, sure, he's seen my back and there's only a few scars there, but he hasn't seen my legs and my chest and.. I just don't think I'll be able to handle it.

"Eh.. I don't know Niall, I don't r-really want to" I try to control my stutter and I mentally pat myself on the back for not stuttering a lot. I can hear Niall whisper an oh and I can literally hear the sadness in his voice. "No! N-no I didn't m-mean-" I get cut off by the bathroom door closing quietly and I sigh, looking down sadly at my feet, why couldn't I have just said yes? Or at least put it in another way. I know Niall, I knew the possible reactions to it and I still went ahead.

Niall tends to think everything is personal. It's not really that big of a deal, but he can really get hurt and it's easy to hurt him with words. It's a very high chance that he will take a bad response or something small very personal. It's usually nothing to be honest, but saying your words wrong will possibly hurt him a lot.

I sigh, continuing with my shower as quick as I can so I can go down to Niall and say I didn't actually mean it like that. After my shower, I quickly put on some skinny's, brown boots and one of Niall's t-shirts before walking out of Niall's room. I can hear the radio from the kitchen and I go inside, stopping by the doorway. "You know I didn't mean it like that" I say quietly and Niall jump, looking back to see me and he gulps before looking back to the table where two bowls are, one empty and one filled with cereal.

"Mean what?" Niall whispers and I'm positive he thought only he could hear but I sigh, taking the place in front of Niall and fill up my bowl with Kellogg's. "Don't play stupid, Niall" I mumble out and glance up at him. He's just stirring around in his bowl, avoiding any eye contact with me and I only roll my eyes.