Forever And Ever [Narry, boyxboy]

Chapter 9

"Happiness is falling asleep next you and waking up thinking I'm still in my dreams"

Niall's POV

He's beautiful, isn't he?

Honestly, I don't get why I'm still alive. He's just so.. beautiful. His eyes are just this gorgeous green and I don't even want to talk about that perfect smile with the most adorable dimples in the world.

Have you ever thought why such a beautiful person comes to this cruel world sometimes? 

But.. the sad thing is that everyone sees all the bad thing that happens to this world. When ever do you see something happy on the news? Why is it never something that is good on the news? Happiness is news, too. 

I guess beautiful don't just happen. 

Except Harry Styles.

Taking my hand, I brush the hair away from his beautiful face but it falls back as soon as I take my hand away. I smile softly at him before kissing his cheek as gently as possible before quietly taking on some sweatpants and then making my way out from my room, leaving Harry to sleep some more.

"Mornin' lads" I say, smiling widely at them go to the kitchen table, plopping a blueberry in my mouth and then go over to the stove to pour some hot water for my tea. Should I do tea for Haz too?

"Someone's in a good mood, I see?" Louis say teasingly and ruffle my bed hair as the two dorks are smirking at me from the kitchen table. I roll my eyes at Louis, swatting his hand away from my cheek which I am positive he was going to pinch like a goddamn grandma.

"Yeah, piss off now, you cunt" I say, pushing Lou away from me making them all laugh as I take sugar into my tea. I can faintly hear the three idiots whisper not that quietly just a few meters away from me.

"He looks happy" Louis whispers and I smile down at the counter faintly. 

"I know.. it just feels like he's not that Niall we got to see since we met, but the real Niall?" Liam say and I sigh. You could basically just hear me screaming sometimes when you look at me and I am the one who says it.

"Isn't it good, though? We barely got to see the always happy Niall until Harry's here" Zayn say and I want to stop listening because it just feels like there's a but in that. And all honesty, there isn't supposed to be a but anywhere near me and Harry.

"It is good.. but, what if everything just goes down one day. What if Harry isn't here one day just like before and this time he doesn't come back. Niall's always been on his reaching point, and you know that very well" Louis say making me frown deeply.

I know that if this happens, I won't be fine this time. I haven't been happy ever since Harry moved, but now when he's back, I'm happy again. I've been fine, I've been okay, but I haven't been this happy since forever.

"Louis, it's not when it happen, it's if it happens. We should just right now.. be happy for Niall. Did you even see that smile when he walked in? He's Niall now" Zayn say and I smile slightly at the counter before turning around and going to sit next to Zayn and that's where they stop their whispering.

"Liam, you would look good in a dress" Louis suddenly say making me laugh loudly at that and almost drop my tea. Liam looks at Louis, then suddenly giving him the bird. Louis rolls his eyes as Zayn gets up and goes to the fridge.

"Why don't you dress up too, Lou?" Zayn ask, coming back to his seat next to me. Liam start choking on his bread and I start laughing as Louis start his normal rant about how he's manly and that he is not dressing up for Zayn.