Forever And Ever [Narry, boyxboy]

Chapter 5

"Those who deny freedom to other deserve it not for themselves" - Abraham Lincoln

Harry's POV

It hurts. My fucking chest hurts so much and I just want to sleep and forget about the pain, but of course mother of nature doesn't like me and decide that I need to stay awake so the nurses can run some tests. 

Like c'mon, I didn't have a heart attack why do they need to take one million tests on me? It's not like they need the blood to themselves.. right? 

No, they're just vampires, Harold.

Not know, Herbert. I'm not even thinking of Niall, so why the heck do you need to annoy me right now? 

Because, firstly you are definitely thinking of Niall. Secondly, you want Niall to be by your side right now.

Can I kill you? It would be pleasure for everyone in this room, the stuffed tiger in the corner agree with me.

No, you can't. Sorry not sorry. By the way, Niall's on his way.

No he isn't. He isn't really coming inside my room, right? Oh my god, oh my god, ohmygod. Do I look good, I don't even know how I look and he's coming in all perfect. 

Just as I was going to find something I could check myself in so I could make sure I didn't look like a zombie, the door opens and my eyes widen with my breathe taken away from my lungs.  I can hear my heart beats, I can hear my fucking heart beats.

"Hi" The familiar Irish accented voice whisper and I close my eyes tightly because why? Why just this day of all days? Why five years and not earlier than this?

"H-hi" I stutter out in a whisper and look down at the blanket. I can't look into those eyes, not again. I know I will start crying as soon as I see his body and no, I don't want that at all.

"How.. how are you feeling?" Niall ask, his voice a little louder than a whisper this time and i need to take a deep breath because this is going too fast for my liking. I know what's coming, I know what's going to happen and I don't want it to happen.

"I.. my chest hurt a lot" I whisper, not daring to raise my voice but I take a deep breathe (once again) before looking up at him. The first thing on my mind is his jeans, they have holes on his knees and there's scratches just by the holes. 

"W-what happened to your knees?" I ask, getting worried. Did someone hurt him? Did he hurt himself? How did he get hurt? 

"Oh.. yeah. I just scratched them a little on the ground" Niall whisper, looking me right in the eyes and it all comes over me. The memories, the hugs, the sleepovers, the fights, the kisses, the last day. Everything just came rushing over me in one swift mention. 

"Ni.. c'mon, wait!" I scream, running after Niall. That wasn't supposed to happen, he was supposed to smile and laugh it off like he normally does but he didn't.

The reason? I don't know why. He just started to scream at me and threw the control the hardest he could on me before running out from my room and then my house. Of course, I followed. 

"Why are you even with me right now, Harry? Answer that!" Niall scream at me, suddenly stopping and turning around to face me. I frown, looking at the tears that stream down his face. That isn't allowed, he isn't allowed to cry. 

I was confused. Why would he even ask that question? He knows why I'm with him, why I don't run to other people that doesn't understand me. Niall understand me the most, but that isn't the whole reason why I'm still with him.

"Because, Niall! You're my best friend, I love you to death! You're the one who understands me the most, no one understands me but you!" I scream and just to our luck, it starts to rain. Of course, just why not start snowing in the middle of the summer as well, will ya?