October 5 2015
The past month has been boring, I officially have no friends, I have been really angry. My plan worked, Eren is now hanging out with my old friends. I am ready to leave Miami when ever.
I put down my journal and get in the washroom and take a quick shower. Drying myself When I exit the washroom. I shuffle through my closet until I find my favourite pair of black jeans, a black tank top, a grey knit sweater, a black scarf, and my converse.
I walk over to the mirror, put my hair up, grab my bag, and leave the house.
I leave at the same time everyday to avoid running into Eren because he's my neighbour and I don't want to start a conversation since he's practically the person who ruined any chance I had left at having a childhood.
I get to school and go straight to my locker and grab my books before heading out the back door of the school. I stand away from cameras, alone. My dead emotions take over once more and I slump down to the ground and rest my head on the wall. I close my eyes and pull out a joint, lighting it between my lips. I only brought one today so I pop a few to get me through the morning.
I get up and head inside and down the hall to my first class with Mr.Ackerman. Seeing as I'm early and nobody is in the class yet, I take a seat at the back beside the window and I open my sketch pad. The only time that I draw is when I'm high because that's the only time I'm good at drawing.
A buzzing noise reaches my ear that I'm pretty sure is the bell so I close my sketch pad and I open my note pad. I keep my head down as everyone enters the room and take their seats. I see out of the corner of my eye that all of my ex-friends sit near me but they don't notice me. The only person in the room that noticed me is Eren and he takes a seat right next to me.
"Hey, you alright?" Eren asks
"Yep."
He pauses for a second and takes a deep inhale. "You high?"
"As high as a skyscraper, little man." I whisper back
He laughs playfully, making me feel time stop for a second. I give a little smirk before looking up at the front of the class.
After a quick class of try to not look high and doing nothing, the bell rings. I pack up my stuff and start to leave but someone grabs my arm as I start to walk away.
"Wait. I took notes for you, it's the least I could do since you gave me a chance with your friends." Eren says handing me a couple pages with writing on them.
"I don't know what you're talking about." I quietly say under my breath.
All he could reply with was a chuckle.
I take the pages and I walk away until I'm out of sight and I walk into the empty washroom and lock the door behind me. I fumble with my bag, placing it on the ground and I pull out my phone from my pocket, take off the case and grab the piece. I roll up my sleeve and look in disappointment.
I wrap up, roll down my sleeve, wash my hands, pack up my things, and leave.
"Ms.Ackerman you are late for class." Mr.Smith, my english teacher says as I walk into class. I figure that I have two more classes of being high until I will start to actually know what's happening.
"I very much know that Mr.Smith, now please don't make me regret showing up at all." I say, taking my seat near the window.
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I stare at the clock, getting dizzier by the minute, hoping for the bell to ring. I count every second that goes by on the clock until I eventually fall asleep in the middle of class.
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I wake up to someone poking my forehead and once again my eyes locked with those green eyes. I'm still dizzy but I sit up and manage to whisper a "Thank you."
"For what?" Eren asks.
"For waking me up, it's embarrassing." I say bluntly.
"Don't be embarrassed you look so cute when you sleep."
Our stare holds until the bell rings and I get up and walk out of the classroom, not stopping at my locker and going straight home.
I feel like someone was getting closer to me but I'm too dizzy to do anything. My head is throbbing. I feel like I'm going to faint. I look down to see red seeping through my sweater.
"Mikasa what happened? You need a doctor." Eren says coming up from behind me and scaring me.
"Nothing. I'm fine so go away." I say shoving him but at the same time losing my balance thus causing me to fall into his arms. I look up in panic and attempt to regain my balance but I lose consciousness.
