Sara's P.O.V
I woke up extra early and got in the shower. When I was done, I picked out my outfit for the day. My outfit:
- Nike shirt
-black Nike sports bra
- black skinny jeans
-white vans
- black varsity jacket
I thought of practicing soccer after school so I packed:
-water bottle
-Adidas sweats
-Nike shirt
-Nike running shoes
-soccer ball
I texted Alexa and asked her if she wanted to come practice with me after school and she said sure. When I was done, I got my penny board and skated to school. When I got there I saw my bullies. They came up to me and told me I missed after school's beating and that today's beatings would be worst. I went through the day regularly. I got more notes saying how I should kill myself or that I'm fat,ugly and nobody cares about me. I went to the bathroom and cut 5 more times. I cleaned it up and went back to class. The last bell finally rang and I had to meet my bullies. Aaron and Shawn hold my arms and Cameron and Taylor just kick me and punch me as hard as they can and tell Aaron and Shawn to let go of me. Cameron grabs my wrist really tight and I can tell some of my cuts started to bleed. He let go and all the guys looked up at me. I looked down, afraid they would hit me. The only ones who looked sorry we're Aaron and Shawn. "You cut?" Nash asked. I started getting angry because he asked that. "Did you ask if I cut? OF COURSE I cut!!! It's the only thing that makes me feel good besides soccer. You guys bully me and you think I'm just gonna shrug it off. YOU MAKE ME SICK! You think your such good people and being popular is all worth it. Well face reality because it's not! I get hit here and-" I cut myself off when I was gonna say my dad hits me. "And what?" Jack J. asked. "Never mind forget it. You guys wouldn't care anyways. Just hit me already. I know Cameron and Taylor especially do. I mean you guys enjoy it so continue." I said. Taylor told Aaron and Shawn to hold my arms again and they said no. "What did you say?!" Taylor asked them. They repeated themselves. "I'm sick and tired of doing this. I never wanted to. I did it because you said it would make me cool. I would rather not hurt someone for fun than be cool. She could've tried committing suicide a few times because of us." Shawn said. Aaron agreed with Shawn. "I'm sorry Sara. We never wanted to hurt you. We just wanted to be cool." they both said. "I forgive you guys. You guys never did anything bad to me." I said. "If you don't mind me asking. What were you gonna say when you said you get hit at school and-." Shawn asked. I cut him off. "Look, I have to get ready for practice. You guys can come if you want and I can tell you after." I said. They agreed and came along with me.
*At practice*
Coach made us run 5 laps around the field and we started dynamic warm ups. Later we started scrimmaging and I was midfielder. Practice ended an hour later. "Now can you tell us?" Shawn asked. "Sure." I said. "It started when I was 3.
I was at home with my dad when he got a phone call. We rushed to the hospital and he asked the doctor about my mom. She was in a terrible car crash and sadly didn't make it. A few months after she died, he started being abusive to me. It wasn't until I was in the 4th grade I started cutting. I've been depressed ever since then. The only reason I'm still here is because of my best friend. Without her, I would be gone now." I said. When I looked up, they were on the verge of tears. "We're so sorry. we never wanted to hurt you. We were the weakest of the group so they told us not to do anything. We didn't really know what we were thinking." Aaron said. "It's okay. I forgive you guys. You never hurt me." I said. "Well it's late, I'm gonna go home." I said. "What about your dad?" They asked. "Don't worry he's probably passed out from drinking. Night." I said. I was finally home and snuck in through my window. I went to my bathroom very quietly and changed. I added 8 new cuts. 1 for every one of the boys (besides Shawn and Aaron) and the last one for being born. With that, I cleaned it and went to my bed. I fell into a deep sleep.😴😴😴
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Bullied by MAGcon
Novela JuvenilSara was best friends with the MAGcon boys, until one day they started bullying her for no reason. This all started when they were in the 7th grade. They are now juniors in high school. What happens if she feels like she's hit her breaking point??