Prologue

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"Because you were never really together, you'll never find closure in your ending."

Paulit-ulit itong sinasabi ng mga kaibigan ko na nakakaalam sa mga kadramahan sa aking buhay pag-ibig.

Ayokong maniwala, dahil ang alam ko nakaka-move on na ako, na may closure na sa nangyari sa amin ng taong minahal ko, na okay na ulit ang puso ko, na handa na akong magmahal ng iba ulit at handang maniniwala sa mga pangakong bibitawan nito.

Pero ang totoo? Tama sila at mali ako. Yun lang ang gusto kong paniwalaan dahil ayokong magmukhang kawawa o tanga sa mata nila. Kaibigan ko sila pero ayokong ipakita na mahina ako, ewan ko ba kung bakit. Ayokong magmukhang mahina dahil sa pag ibig at dahil sa kanya rather I want them to look at me as a strong woman and nothing less.

My life isn't totally a mess- outside, yes! But inside? Its a wreck, damaged, tampered and broken. I lost confidence, I'm afraid to believe in promises and worse is Im afraid to fall in love again.

Why it happened? Because I let him did it and I let myself affected by what he did.

Him? I don't really know how or what he feels. All I know is that hes happily in a relationship for 2 years now.

Well it simply means that It has also been 2 years since I started moving on. It has been 2 years since I tried to stop loving him. And it has been 2 years since he broke his promises and gave me false hopes.

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