Broken Love Story (Hetalia X Reader One Shots)

Austria X OCD! Reader

You paced back and forth the music room wood flooring, crying loudly as you couldn't help but think that Roderich hated you. It was always at the back of your mind as you kept questioning if it was true or not, it made you feel worthless and useless as he walked into the room confused. "What is wrong?" he asked you concern showing as he furrowed his eyebrows. You looked over at him annoyed as you stepped forward and growled, "You hate me don't you?" you asked as your eyes showed so much emotion. He was well and truly unnerved by this, "What do you mean, of course I don't hate you!" he replied holding your arm as you pulled it away from him. You noticed that the piano has been left open, you grabbed the lid and placed it down softly as he looked over, you started to reorganise the music papers in alphabetical order as he rose an eyebrow. He knew that you had OCD but he knew little about it, how it made people feel, what it made them do.

You looked as he began to take some of the papers away but as soon as he did you grabbed his wrist and glared at him, "Please can you wait until I have finished?" you asked as he looked at your hand then at you, "Okay..." he handed you back the papers as you slotted them into where they belonged. You finally finished and placed a blue paper clip 90 degrees in the top left corner of the page. You smiled pleased with what you did but the obsessive thoughts came back into your head as you turned to the violet eyed man before you. He watched your actions carefully then looked up at you as you gave him the selection of papers. He took them carefully and smiled gently looking at you, "Now back to those thoughts of yours..." he began as you sighed, back now facing him. "What about them, finally admitting that I am right?" you sighed and puffed out your cheeks as he took your shoulders and turned you. "The complete opposite!" he started as you rose an eyebrow, "what do you mean?"

With this he took in a breath and looked into your eyes, "Really I love you, I just don't show it!" he explained as you watched a spectrum of emotions cover his face. You looked in utter shock at him, he must be lying your brain jumped to conclusion as you shook your head trying to ignore what your mind was telling you. "Really?" you blushed slightly as your brain started speaking 'He's lying!' you shook your head again a little more violently expecting that it would shut up your mind's obsessive thoughts. Roderich placed his hands on both of your cheeks to stop your head shaking as he shook his head also but this time gently, "Yes!" he spoke softly then kissed you sweetly. You almost purred like a cat who got cream as you smiled weakly at him.

"Whatever you are thinking about me secretly hating you if wrong!" he convinced you as he rubbed your cheek with his thumb, "I promise you that!" you looked at him and nodded, "Okay... okay... I believe you!" gently your voice began more convincing as he smiled back at you. "I will never hurt you... I will never hate you!" he sighed and pulled your head to his chest in a hug. "You know that really..." he drifted as you nodded, a smile tugging at your lips. "You are right, I do know it really... and I love you too as much as my brain is telling me not to, I cannot help but care!" he smiled softly and rested his chin on your head gently. He rubbed your back as a source of comfort, "Don't worry yourself... I will always be here!"