Broken Love Story (Hetalia X Reader One Shots)

Prussia X Suicidal! Reader

You were sitting down calmly on the sofa in the house which you shared with your roommate Gilbert. He had felt more alone then ever when he was declared no longer a nation, he felt hurt and betrayed. He tried to seek comfort from his brother but was rejected due to Ludwig having problems of his own due to the affects of WW2. With this he was truly alone, until you stepped up to help him out, after around 2 months of constant assisting he just let you move in, he didn't offer and you didn't ask, it just happened normally with no hassle or requests. He use to tell you everyday how you had made him feel happier but now he didn't do so. He was too busy fussing over his new girlfriend who always gave you grief whenever he wasn't around. She would act kind and sympathetic to you as well as grateful when the Prussian was around but as soon as he left the room she would slag you off repeatedly, making you feel hated, worthless, useless, fat, ugly, boring, weak and much, much more!

The same happened today as it did the day before that and the day before that. Gilbert was in the kitchen trying to find some beer leaving you and his so called perfect girlfriend Hannah in the main sitting room. You ignored her completely but tried to remain polite until she spoke up, "I am still surprised your here Y/N!" she began, you turned to her and rose an eyebrow. "What is that suppose to mean?" you questioned, your voice a little shaken due to confusion. "Well Gil was telling me how he was going to kick you out and have me replace you!" you frowned slightly and rolled your eyes, "I would believe you if we got on and you weren't looking for ways to hurt me!" you told her and turned off the TV. You looked over at the hazel haired girl who smirked like the devil. Who were you kidding? She was the devil in disguise. You headed out of the room having enough with everything she told you but she wouldn't take your leaving as a good enough reply. She got up and followed you up the stairs and sneered, "Your so weak Y/N, no wonder your still here, he just feels sorry for a useless cow like yourself because he knows no one loves you and no one ever will, you so ugly it makes my eyes physically burn!" she snickered at her remark as you turned to her and ushered her away. "Why don't you go find a bone or something?" you returned her comment with an intelligent surprise as she looked at you confused. "Oh, dumb are we, maybe I should make my words stupid like you brain... Run...along... no... one... wants... you... here!" you spoke and then turned to go to your room leaving the girl complaining and running to the support of the albino downstairs.

You sighed to yourself and sat on your bed, you couldn't help but think that she was right. She had said it over and over again that he seemed to be fact now. A burst of laughter filled the silent atmosphere upstairs as your heart sank into the pit of your stomach and you frowned. "Definitely doesn't care..." you uttered to yourself as you grabbed a pen and a random piece of paper and began to scribble down a note to your deeply fallen for roommate, it explained everything, it was his choice whether to believe it or not. You looked to your door and got up heading to the wood as you opened it and frowned to yourself. You headed across the hallway passing the first landing of the stairs and going into the bathroom. Hannah was right, no one really did care about you... no one... so no one would notice if you were gone or not. It would just be an every other day if it was the anniversary of your death. You started to fill up the bath with hot water and left the taps running, you didn't bother blocking the door, if they found you they would most probably leave you, or so you thought anyway. Leaving the note on the side, you opened the mirrored cabinet over the sink and pulled out a bottle of sleeping tablets, you poured some in your hand and fully dressed got into the bath. You laid down gently and put the bottle on the bath rim as you placed the ones in your hand in your mouth effortlessly and tried to swallow them, you crushed some in your mouth and got a horrible sensation rub the side of your gums as you cringed. You laid back calmly and poured the second lot into your hand and threw them into your mouth, by now you must of took more then 20.

You felt a swarm of fatigue cover your eyes as you closed them effortlessly to go into a slumber you didn't want to wake from, you leaned down in the bath so that the water covered your mouth and nose but not your eyes as the water began to drop out from the tub. Your eyes were fully fixed shut now and your ears began to ring gently as if a bell was placed against them. You took in a breath of the water and then simply slipped away into a coma state but you were still aware of your surroundings. You heard the soft goodbyes of Hannah's departure and the gently closing of the door, the hinges moving and creaking at the same time. A gentle sigh coming from the red eyed man as he called out, "Y/N?" he questioned and received no reply from you deathly state. You heard steps come up the stairs but it was cut short with silence, your life was slipping away as the Prussian noticed steam and water come from underneath the door of the bathroom, he assumed you were having a shower at first but when he saw how much water was coming out he was panicked.

He ran over and began to try and open the door but failed, the amount of water locking you in was surprising as he pushed as hard as he could. Finally the door opened to reveal a shocking sight, concern covered his face as he ran through the hot water and turned off the tap as well as lifting you up slightly. He looked over at the bottle which contained the sleeping tablets then gathered information from his surroundings. He checked if you had a pulse via your wrist and your neck, then he noticed the note. He began to read it, taking in what you had done as he realised some of the things what Hannah had been saying to you. He didn't want to believe it but something deep down told him that he knew it was true. He frowned and pulled out his mobile and dialled 999 he started to hyperventilate but knew to stay calm, you still had a pulse which was a good sign. He asked for an ambulance and described you and your situation in utter panic and waited for the medics to arrived.

Hours past and waiting for you to wake seemed to kill him deep down, he had broken up with Hannah as soon as you got to the hospital and with that she pulled a massive hissy fit. After what seemed like forever, you began to wake up, Gilbert was crying in the chair beside you as you croaked out. "Gilbert, what are you doing here?" your throat was dry as he looked over and took your hand. "Y/N why didn't you tell me how you felt, I would of believed you straight away!" he complained and buried his head in your stomach and cried openly. You frowned to yourself, seeing the hurt you actually put into the badass Prussian. You sighed, "I am sorry Gilbert, I really didn't think you cared at all!" you tried to explain how you felt but he shook his head not wanting to hear how he or Hannah made you feel, he felt guilty and you knew it. He straightened up and frowned, pecking your forehead. "I would always put you first Y/N, you should know that by now, as much as I don't show it... I love you!" with that your eyes widened, you had no idea as you looked into his red orbs. "I love you too..."

A/n:

This has to be my favourite one to write and I didn't expect it to be! x3​

STAY STRANGE!