•°• Shay's P.O.V •°•
Finally he's home. My hyung, my kuya, my one crush since I have hit puberty. Sino ba naman ang hindi magkaka-crush sa kaniya. Nasa kaniya na ang lahat. Looks, intelligence, charm, charisma etc. Name it maybe you'll find it with him.
Alam ko naman na hindi mangyayari iyong hinahangad ko. Kapatid ko siya by blood pa. Okay lang sana kung adopted ako or half edi pwede pa kami nagdate. Hay naku.
After 5 years umiwi siya dito sa Pilipinas. Lalo siyang gwumapo, mas makisig, masnakaka-fall. Paano na ang mahina kong puso. Baka di na kayanan. Shay kaya mo yan si Shinyoung lang yan maraming iba diyan. Maraming nanliligaw sayo ba't di mo patulan para maiwasan ang pagnanasa mo sa Kuya mo.
Napakunot nalang ako at sinabunotan ang sarili. Hay consyesiya lumayas ka gagawin pa akong kontra-bida. Maraming nanliligaw oo pero masamang patulan kung hindi mo sila mahal. Alam ko ang feeling why should I hurt them. Diba sabi nila "All things, therefore, that you want men to do, YOU ALSO MUST DO TO THEM." Kung ayaw mong masaktan edi wag kang manakit yun lang yun simple as ABCDE-
"Someone is inside his bubble." Ang paginterupt sakin ni hyung. Umiling ako then fixed my tie before standing up on the mirror. He then stood up and fixed my collar before tilting my head to whisper on my ear.
"You look beautiful Shay." Such a tease someone kill me now for God's sake. I can't live like this sabi eh.
"My gahd Kuya. Can we just go to the damned dinner hall."
At the dinner dad arrived late as usual. At least he looked presentable enough he didn't bother greeting Shane. As if he was here this whole time.
"Well how was your flight anak? Nakatulog ka ba hijo?" Ang tanong ni mom kay Kuya he nodded while eating salad then cleared his throat.
"Actually I'm quite disturbed na hanngang sa news they televised that I left the States. I tried so hard to leave in secret then blam next thing I know mukha ko na ang nasa screen." He glared at dad habang ito'y kumakain. They never had a good relationship neither have I. Kasi nga naman si Daddy laging wala either nasa Korea, U.S, Canada, U.K, ngayon nasa Pinas.
"They should know that it's not a rumor that our company is merging with Galaxy Communication Groups." Dad retorted, nagsmile nalang ako kay mama at iniba ang subject.
"How does it feel na hyung is here now mom?" Tiningnan ko si Shane at nag thank you siya ng pabulong.
"Siyempre I'm so happy that he's here now. We are complete ang ate mo lang ang wala."
Right ate Shinri or Shania. Wala rin siya kasi katulad ni daddy palipat-lipat ng location. But hindi para sa kumpaniya. Isa siyang well-known model sa South Korea. She's 7 years older than me making her 23 years while si Kuya 4 years making him 20 years old.
"Shania is always far away from us, I thought you got used to it already. In fact I am." Shane scoffed then pushed his plate ng konti.
"Nag-call naman si noona. Sabi uuwi daw bukas. We should all bond or hang out. How about shopping?" Masayahing kong sinabi sa kaniya na ikinatango ng dalawang mag-asawa.
"Yes you three should hang out tomorrow while me and your mom talk about the plans for your stay here, neh jagiya?" Tumango si mom at umalis na kami ni kuya.
Shane and Shania. You might think na lagi silang nagbabasagan ng ulo. Actually no. Sila ang bestest of friends in our case Bro and sister. Minsan nga nafeefeel out ako. Maybe it's the age barrier.
"Oi what are you thinking so seriously again?" Ang tanong ni kuya while fixing his luggage again.
"Wala." I hummed then took off my clothes leaving my boxers before taking a large shirt enough to cover my knees. "I was thinking about ate Shania." He groaned then started stripping off his clothes.
"I'll just take a shower Shinhae." Tumango nalang ako at tiningnan ang mga family picture namin. Isa doon ay kasama si Renzo. We met up sa States for a casual dinner just the 4 of us. OTP kaya ni ate ang RenYoung. Kasi sweet silang dalawa ang daming langgam pag nagkasama na. Ako naman pa-thirdwheel effect. But at least he was happy.
This crush has to stop. It makes me go insane, giving me too much pain. It better not be back again. { AN: Apir sa mga nakagets. ;) }
•°• Shane's P.O.V •°•
Nakatulog na si Shay ng natapos na akong magshower, nagsuot ako ng fresh boxers bago umupo sa kama. I held him so I can position him comfortably baka magkaroon pa ng stiff neck ang bata. Si Shinhae maputi, mahaba ang buhok, chinito, mukhang bata pero ang daming alam. I guess it's a result on living in a family with a huge business. Siya laging nakaka-relate sa akin. Nung malaman niyang bi ako agad siyang nagtapat sa akin that he was gay. He was really confused that time about his sexuality. You just can't help it when your heart beats. Love is not based on the gender.
His lips were parted. At kung hindi ko siya kapatid I wouldn't hesitate to kiss him. They were plump and pink like they were waiting to be kissed. Alam ko naman na gusto niya ako. Ayaw ko lang masaktan ang bata.
"Sana ganito ka nalang, stay innocent." Ang bulong ko before pressing my lips on his cheek.
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•°• Shay's P.O.V •°•
I slowly woke up kinusot ko ang mga sleepy eyes ko. I tried to move pero I can't. NO NO NO!!! AYAW KONG MAPARALYZE!! I looked down to see na mahigpit pala akong hawak ni kuya na ikinamula ko na naman. He was spooning me and he is just wearing a pair of boxers. Nakahubad siya. Oh my god, lord give me the strength to prevent me from sinning!
He pulled me closer. I'm so dead. My face is bloody red for sure. Tumingin ako doon sa wide mirror that occupies the wall before us. Iba na to talaga. I can die happily.
I felt his hot breath sa aking batok. He groaned slacking his hold on me. I turned around to face him biting my lip.
"Morning Shinhae." Ang sabi niya sa thick husky morning voice niya. Pakshit.
"M-morning Kuya." Pagstutter kong sagot. He chuckled then planted a kiss on my nose.
"Ang cute mo talaga. You're like a small kid trapped in a body of a 16 year old. Why are you blushing hm?" He eyesmiled while nuzzling my nose. Tinaas ko ang kilay ko at nag-scoff.
"Are you colorblind? Hindi kaya ako namumula no! Maybe nabubulag kana sa kapogian ko." Ang sabi ko habang nagpo-pogi sign.
"Siguro nga.." Ang sabi niya habang tumititig sa mata ko. What has gotten into him lately?
"Let me go I have to take a shower." Tumingin akong palayo at nagpasalamat sa God dahil inalis niya ang kanyang mga braso sa akin. Pupunta na ako sana sa bathroom nung hinila niya ako ulit.
"You're not inviting your hyung?"
Enedaw? I pushed him away at nagwalk-out habang sumigaw.
"You're clean, pervert!"
BINABASA MO ANG
Give Yourself Another Chance (bxb)
RomanceCho Casablanca Shinyoung or more known as Shane Casablanca went back to Philippines for business and family purposes only. Until he stayed for long. He already had his share of hardship due to his past relationship. But this time will he give himsel...
