There you were. in love. This great guy always at your side. He was your perfect fit. The one. You two whisper I love you while you snuggle up in his warm embrace. He knew you loved that. He gave you the world and you did the same for him.
Swinging in the backyard
Pull up in your fast car
Whistling my name
Every date night was always something new and that's how you liked it. He always seemed to know everything you liked and turned it into something better.
Open up a beer
And you say get over here
And play a video game
He was your person, your everything. He was different than other guys because he knew exactly what to say and when to say it.
You look astounding. he'd say when You put on that dress he loved so much. Your beautiful. He'd tell you while you sat on the couch in an old t-shirt and sweats.
I'm in his favorite sun dress
Watching me get undressed
Take that body downtown
You two had so much in common it was unbelievable. He was never embarrassed by you. He'd show you off to all his friends and shout to the world. She's mine.
I say your the bestest
Lean in for a big kiss
Put his favorite perfume on
Go play a video game
He would take you to his work and have you sing him songs because he loves that pretty voice of yours. You take him to secret hideaways and stay there until morning. He takes you out to dinner on Wednesday and Saturday nights while on the other days You cook him a nice homemade meal.
It's you, it's you
It's all for you
Everything I do
Tell you all the time
You loved those nights you two would spend at home binge watching every horror movie invented. The way You would cuddle up into him and lay your head on his chest smelling that cologne You loved on him while he would wrap his arm around you holding you tight.
Heaven is a place on earth
with you
Tell me all the things you
want to do.
I heard you like bad girls
Is that true
We first met in college. we thought our friendship was genuine because we both knew we didn't belong there. Back then You loved him and You still do. The day you both dropped out was an emotional day. You told your parents and they basically disowned you, vowing they would never speak to you again. his parents were cool with it because they knew how he didn't like school all that much. You haven't talked to your parents in 2 years as for him he talks to his parents almost everyday.
It's better than I ever even knew
They say that the world was built for two
Only worth living
If somebody is loving you
Baby now you do
You needed him after that, There was no going back. If You lost him You would have lost everything and going back to your parents was not an option. To be honest your parents never really didn't like you. They called you a disgrace to the family and just a troublemaker and You are just giving your family a bad name. The college thing just pushed them over the edge.
Singing in the old bars
Swinging with the old stars
Living for the fame
He found a job an exciting one with friends You followed in his footsteps and did the same but things seemed to change. You had to move to California to do your job while he had to stay in Colorado to do his.
Kissing in the blue dark
Playing pool and wild darts
Video games
Our last nights were the best You've had yet. You didn't think about leaving, You didn't think about the long distance and You didn't think about losing him. It was just you and him living life right then not giving a care in the world.
He holds me in his big arms
Drunk and I am seeing stars
This is all I think of
He helped you pack your things up and it was surely emotional seeing your room bare everything either in a box or packed in your suitcases. Your pictures of you and him packed away and the white Christmas lights that were strung around your room were gone.
Watching all our friends fall
In and out of old Paul's
This is my idea of fun
Just playing video games
It was the last day till you left. He set up a dinner with all of your friends. He knew that's how You loved to say goodbyes, over a lovely dinner night with the people You love most. After you paid and left the restaurant you all met back at his house to hang out for the rest of the night. You walked in a did what we all loved to do. play video games with each other till we'd pass out. Your going to miss this.
It's you, it's you
It's all for you
Everything i do
Tell you all the time
In the morning You were greeted with the smell of freshly made waffles and bacon. You stood up to see everyone smiling at you. Thank you. You told them. You all ate your last meal together. when you finished the moving truck had arrived. Some helped you load the boxes while a few others put your suitcases in the trunk of the car.
Heaven is a place on earth
with you
Tell me all the things you
want to do
I heard you like bad girls
Is that true
You said your goodbyes to everyone followed by very big hugs. They told you they would miss you and hope that You'll come to visit soon. You told them you would keep in contact with them. Even some days if You don't answer You haven't forgotten about them, Youll never forget about them.
It's better than I ever even knew
They say that the world was built for two
Only worth living
If somebody was loving you
Baby now you do
'Now you do'
You got in the passenger seat with him by your side. You remembered how he was always by your side. He was smiling even though You knew he was dying inside. He started the car and began to pull away. You waved and smiled the best You could. That's what everyone was doing. Even though you all truly wanted to cry. You two pulled up to the airport and a tear fell down your cheek. The car came to a stop and he turned to wipe it away. It's gonna be alright this is exciting for you your career is taking off and I couldn't be more proud. You smiled at him and You thought life without him will be a train wreck. You latched your arms around his neck and kissed him more passion than ever before.
It's you, it's you
It's all for you
Everything I do
Only worth living
If somebody is loving you
I'm not gonna be gone forever I'll see you soon. Thank you for everything, I love you and I will always love you. You kissed him one last time then exited the car and waved goodbye to him. He wanted to watch you enter the airport before leaving but before You opened the door You looked back at him he waved and You waved back once again. You'll never forget your first love
"James Wilson"
Maybe now you do
'Now you do'
A/N
Song: video games by Lana Del Ray
