Mitch's P.O.V
"Hey its ok." I say and touch Jamie's leg.
"No its not Jerome is right you have known me for like 5 days and Lachlan for so long maybe I am just a hoe that wants love from someone I think it was better I died in that ally way." Jamie says and I am shocked by her answer.
"Jamie I love you." I say and go closer to her.
"What if you don't like what if this is just a fling and later we realize something. You gave your bestfriend away because of a girl." Jamie says and I start to think.
"Jamie they just don't understand you if you tell them some things maybe they will realize that you mean something. They just are not used to a girl that is good to me or one of them because all the girls Team Crafted has dated has been back stabbing bitches." I say and sit up near Jamie.
"Who knows I don't know if I am one but I could be." Jamie says and looks at me.
"Jamie I don't think you are." I say and lay down next to her.
"I might be." Jamie says and breaths out.
"Well if you tell the stories behind those scars to some more people then maybe they will understand more. Maybe if you feel comfortable to tell them you cut then it would be better for all us. It's just Jerome thinks something is up but doesn't know what it is." I say and move my hand to Jamie's waist and I pull her closer.
"I just don't have the strength to tell everyone about my life. That I cut, that my dad beat me, that I starve, that I am depressed. I can't tell them all that I will freak out it was hard to tell you well even Haylee it was hard."Jamie says and starts to tear up.
"The first step is to come out to people so they know why and how you fought threw the pain." I say and kiss her forehead.
"I just can't talk to people. It's hard to talk to you." Jamie says and sits up and puts her legs over the bed.
"Well Jamie I can help you threw that." I say and sit up on the bed.
"I just don't know I think Jerome is right. Even Lachlan he is right I am a hoe." Jamie says and cries at that last part.
"He is just angry that he doesn't have you as a girlfriend he wants someone to love." I say sit next to Jamie and she just cries.
"The thing is I can't get things right. It's still scary being a girlfriend to you because I am scared of fucking things up." Jamie says and leans down and touches her leg.
"Well Jamie you don't fuck things up." I say trying to get her mind off of things.
"See these. This is a fuck up. My life is a fuck up." Jamie says and touches her scars and starts to wimper.
"You did them for a reason." I say and touch her back.
"I have to go." Jamie says and stands up.
"Let me walk you home." I say and stand up.
"No I think it's best if I just walk alone." Jamie says and walks to the door.
"Jamie if you thinks its your fault your wrong it's not." I say and she opens the door to the room.
"Aha." She says and walks down the steps ignoring me.
"Ok Jamie I know your upset but its night out there and lots of bad people out there let me walk you home." I day grabbing her shoulder she flinches and I take my hand off her shoulder.
"What do you not think I can protect myself I am fucking 18 for God sakes." Jamie says and walks out the door.
"Jamie!" I yell and the door closes.
"Mitch whats wrong?" Jerome comes up to me.
"It's all your fault and Lachlans!" I yell and run up the stairs.
Jamie's P.O.V
I walk out the door and just keep walking to my apartment I hear footsteps behind me and I turn around and see some man standing right close to me.
"Can I help you?" I say rudely.
"Yeah tell me your name!" The man yells.
"It's Jamie!" I yell at him.
"No wait your my daughter!" He yells and I look at him closer.
"Oh shit!" I say loudly and start to panic!
"Whats wrong thats not how you treat your father!" He says and I start to panic even more what if I run and he catches me.
"Your not a father your a peice of shit that didn't care for me and my mom and gave us scars fathers dont do that!" I yell at him and get scared.
"Shut up bitch!" He yells and hits my face.
"Don't touch me I can call the police and get you arrested for hitting me I am 18 you left when I was 10! 8 years of my life that I am happy with!" I yell and look at him in the eyes.
"Well I have been looking for you for so long where have you been? Why did you move here?" He asks me and gets closer.
"I am not going to tell you how leave me alone and my life alone!" I yell and walk away.
"Jamie! Get back here I was taking to you!" My dad yells and he grabs my wrist and jabbs his nails into my wrists still with the cuts on them I feel blood drip from my wrist. I don't bother to say anything about it because if he sees I am weak then he will hurt me more.
"So it seems like you are stronger I guess you did stop cutting did you?" He asks and I just glare at him.
"I told you I am not talking to you!" I yell and break away his grip. I start walking towards Mitch's house so he can help me. I start to run and I look and see my father running after me.
"Get away from me!" I yell and I reach Mitch's road and turn to see his house but then I feel a tug on my arm and a fist in my face.
"Fuck you!" I yell and fall to the ground and start to cry.
"I guess you are still weak!" He yells and kicks me on the stomach.
"Stop please leave me alone my life was fine until you came back in!" I yell and start coughing up blood.
"Never I missed you and missed doing this to you. Its 11:30 at night so no one can see you get hurt!" He yells and kicks my head and then my body again and again and finally he picks me up and drags me to someones house I just see a little bit of the house and I realize it's Mitch's and I smile because he is going to her kick harder then he kicked me.
"Is this one of the houses that you live at?" He asks me and he has no idea that its his.
"No its my boyfriends!" I yell at him.
"Who would want to date you. Your a ugly fat peice of shit that deserves to die!" He yells at me and I start to cry.
"I am not ugly!" I yell and think I am I just want to beat him!
"Yes you are and lets see if he actually cares for you." He says and drags me up to the door and knocks I try to escape and run so Mitch doesn't see me like this.
"I got it dude!" Jerome yells to see like its Lachlan.
"Ok." Lachlan says and Jerome opens the door and I hide my face.
"Who are you?" Jerome asks and looks at him.
"So this girl says that she has a boyfriend here are you him?" My so called dad asks Jerome.
"I don't have a girlfriend the only person who has a girlfriend here is Mitch and he is in his room who is that there?" Jerome asks him and I still hide my face.
"Her name." My dad says and brings my face out of the ground and Mitch comes down the stairs and I get away.
"Oh my god!" Mitch yells and I start to run.
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Hey guys so I am so so so sorry about the update lately I have a job and been working 5 days in a row so sorry about this. I have been so tired as well so hopefully this is good tell me if it is. Thanks guys for all the reads oh my god 133 reads!
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Pick and Choose
Random( a Team Crafted Fanfic) A girl named Jamie has many problems she faces in her life. until one day she meets someone who changes her whole life. she has her ups and downs but will this person make her pick or choose.
