Pick and Choose

I Am Ready.

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!!

Jamie's P.O.V

"i am ready." I say and look at him and he walks into the dresser and grabs a packet of something that I never really seen.

"this will be used." mitch says and holds it up.

"ok." I say looking confused at the packet.

"if you are wondering its a condom prevents babies." mitch says and locks the door and smiles at me.

"oh ok." I say and looked worried I never ever had sex before I never even went to school like in grade 3 or 4 that is where they thought you about it and I was never there.

"if you are scared don't be I will help you threw it." mitch says and looks at me with that face any questions.

"you ok if you want to know anything first then ask me its ok don't be scared about it I know its your first time." mitch says and I smile and blush.

"does it hurt?" I ask and mitch smiles.

"for your first time it might it depends you might have to figure that out. for me it didn't." Mitch says and looks at me.

"ok." I say nervously.

"just remember to tell me if you need to stop. I will stop and let you break if it hurts as well I will stop just tell me." mitch says and I nod my head and want to ask one more question.

"one more question." I say and mitch smiles at me turning the lights dim.

"go ahead anything." mitch says and I smile.

"i know you may not know this but do you know if you bleed out of there if its your first time?" I ask feeling embarrassed.

"babe not all the time it depends on the girl." mitch says and sits on the bed and kisses my cheek and I am still laying down.

"ok." I say a little nervous to mitch.

"we don't have to do this if you don't want."  mitch says and holds my hand.

"no I do just those are going threw my head all at once." I say and look at him.

"ok." mitch says and kisses my lips and I am so scared but I am so exited. I kiss him back and I smile and he looks at me for reassurance I nod and he kisses my neck. I moan a little  and he smiles. then me moves back up to my lips he kisses them forcefully I love when he does that. it makes me feel like I am special he always does that. hopefully it doesn't hurt. I have my shirt off but not my pants  he takes his off slowly but he has boxers I never seen on or even touched one so I am nervous. maybe he wont make me do to much.

"mitch?" I say and he stops and looks at me.

"Yeah you don't want to its ok if you don't." mitch says and touches my hair.

"no its just I don't want to do to much." I say and look at him.

"ok." mitch says and kisses my lips again and he opens the packet and he kisses my lips I look at the time and its 5:45 so they guys don't get up until like 10 and they usually eat so they wont bug us and also Jerome knows I was in pain last night so I would be sleeping in. mitch takes his boxers off and I look away knowing I should look but I don't know so I look away and I feel mitch take my shorts off and I blush I know he has the condom on so I don't need to worry mitch takes my hand and I feel a pinch there and I wince I don't know if its supposed to feel good or its supposed to hurt. mitch groans and I smile at him I don't look I just watch his face and he smiles at me and I just lay there it hurts but I can take the pain I felt more with my dad. mitch says that the condom protects me from getting pregnant I don't think I could handle a baby I cant handle my self. Then he moves a little faster and the pain I don't feel it anymore. so I think I am fine he leans down and kisses my lips and I smile I love this guy with all my heart I wish I could make him feel the same way I am feeling around him when he makes me smile when he kisses me it makes me feel like I am important to this world all I needed is someone to be a guy in my life I need a man in my life. he is like a man in my life that wasn't there before and I am so happy to have him. he makes my life complete. I smile and then he looks at me and he speaks but all these thoughts in my head all I see is his lips move I don't feel anything so I think its good. I feel him touch my stomach and hold it and speak.