Ashley:
"Because you're always so nice to me!"
"What?!" said Sofie looking confused.
"I'll try to be mean to you so you'll leave me alone and not want to be anywhere near me but you'll still be nice to me and I'll still have to see you and when I look at you I can't... I just don't want to look at you!"
"Why? I don't understand! Why is looking at me so bad?"
She looked so hurt that it broke my heart. I hated being mean to her, I really did but I just didn't know what to do.
I closed my eyes and they burned with tears.
" Because you're so beautiful and sweet and smart and every time I look at you I just want to kiss you and it hurts me to see you because I have to hold myself back from acting like a lovestruck idiot because I don't want to honest with what I feel. I like you and I'm afraid of what homophobic friends will say. I've liked girls before but I always ignored it but I've never liked someone this much and I always got distracted by you so I would try to defend myself so no one would be suspicious why I stare at you. But I shouldn't have been mean to you. It just happened once when i was looking at you and I kept doing it all the time. And I'm sorry."
I barely took a breath. Once my secrets had spilled out I couldn't stop trying to explain everything. She had slid to the floor and I sat down next to her.
"I'm so so sorry. I wish I had never been mean to you I wish I had just told you how I felt but I was scared. I'm still scared. That's no excuse but it's the truth, I hoped you wouldn't be nice to me because that just made me like you more. But you were, and I just wanted to kiss you every time that I saw you. i wanted to say all of this in front of everybody and just not care what they thought. The only person's whose opinion about this that matter is yours." Out of breath, I stopped talking.
She must hate me. I've been such a jerk. I can't believe I did something like this to a girl I like this much.
"It's okay" she said and I turned to look at her. "No it's not! I'll spend as long as you'll give me to make this up to you!!!"
She looked into my eyes. " are you truly sorry?"
"Yes! So sorry!" I said honestly.
She looked into my eyes for a moment before answering and I took the opportunity to stare at her natural beauty. Her warm brown eyes that in the lights looked golden. Her long eyelashes and her clear caramel skin. Her beautiful natural curls that I always loved so much. Her lips that were full and so soft looking that I had to hold myself back from kissing every time I looked at her.
"I believe you and I forgive you. Now, did you mean what you said about liking me? And do you promise to never do that to me again?"
I stared at this girl, this beautiful, strong, smart girl. A girl who was humble and selfless. She wasn't stuck up like so many girls at this school. In my eyes, she was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. She had forgiven me for something that I would probably never forgive myself for doing.
"Yes, I meant it. A thousand times, yes."
"Good because I like you too. I always have." And then she kissed me.
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Some Girls Date Other Girls (Lesbian Story)
Teen FictionIf we don't go and make love complicated, it's all very simple. Some people like other people, and some people don't. This is just a story about a girl. Yeah, she likes both guys and girls, but they never like her back. Right?
