Chapter 4

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I kept calling Harry, hoping that he might hear me or even feel that I need him to be here right now. I was hurting, but hurting wasn't enough to express how much I was suffering from everything around me. Now I can't get over this. I'm not getting cured, I'm getting worse. I should have known that I was not ready for anything, or ready to meet Harry, or even make a promises with him. But my fear is that I did make a promise with him, and I don't know if I will be able to keep it.

Hours passed, and I was on the floor...not able to move my body, not even my fingers. What I remember is that I saw someone carrying me back to my room; I couldn't recognize who he/she was, but I had a strange feeling that person wasn't my nurse or the doctor. The fact is -I didn't know who he was.

The next morning, I opened my eyes and found a letter. It was rolled and it rested on the table which was next to my bed. I opened it excitedly.

"The letter may be from Harry!" I said, flashing a small smile. But it wasn't from Harry, it was from 'Unknown'.

The letter read;
'Meet me behind the hospital at 12:00am'

I was pretty curious about that person. In a minute, I heard a knock on my door. It was the nurse,"Good morning." she said. But I said nothing, looking at her contemptuously.

"How are you? Hmm, anyways, today your session will be a group session and I bet you will have fun with your mates , am I right?" she smiled and I fake smiled.

Seemingly, that will be a little better than getting hurt let my body takes a rest for a while. I ate my breakfast and took my bloody syrup and took a nap. At 4:30pm, I got ready for my session and the nurse came and took me to the room which my session would hold. There were about ten boys and five girls sitting, waiting for me to come so we could start our session.

So I sat next to a guy and he was looking so weird and super creepy. He suddenly talked to me "Hey, I'm Jake." He introduced himself and I replied with my name. He smiled a smile that seemed so weird and sickening just like him, and then he whispered, "you're looking so sexy, wanna come to my room tonight?" I just stood up angrily and changed my seat. It was so awful and I was disgusted from what that creepy guy said.

Finally, Dr.Bowen came, "Good evening everybody. How are you all doing?" He asked. We all said fine and he continued, "well , So let me know more about every single one of you without any personal information." He looked at me and winked and I grinned.

He started with a girl who was sitting on the first seat. After a while, it was my turn. "So Alexa, tell us more about yourself. We'd like to get to know you more." He said to me. I stood up and simply replied;

"I'm Alexandra but y'all can go with Alexa, it's better anyways. It's very clear that I'm the youngest here, I'm eighteen years old and I'm a heroin addict. I can't say that I'm completely cured, I still have a passion for drugs. As it seems, I won't be able to get over it, and I had friends but they all died in a car crash...which is the main reason why I'm admitted to this freaking prison."

"But this prison is not an everlasting prison." The doctor explained firmly, like how the hell did she say that. I continued my story.

Everyone was so surprised by what i told them, because it was much more different from their stories so far. In a few hours, everyone left the room the session finally ended. The doctor asked me to follow him to his office but I apologized to him saying that I didn't sleep well last night.

Now it was 11:30pm, which meant that in just half an hour I would run away to see who I would meet behind the hospital. When I turned back to my room I found that jerk, Jake, there waiting for me and he opened the door.

"Let me in with you, or your Harry will be a dead body." He warned with that red bloody eyes looking at me.

"What? H-Harry, no. C-come in." I stuttered.

I was about to cry at that moment he threatened to kill Harry. The reason I let him in was because I wanted to know how he knew Harry and what he wanted from me, He took all his clothes off except his boxers, as i curled up in a corner , hugged my knees as he was coming closer even more from me , i practically was shaking , tears were streaming and i wasnt able to control them anymore.

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"Please don't hurt me," I begged him.

"Haha. I won't hurt you baby, I will f**k you." He laughed. I didn't do anything at that time because of what he said about Harry. he got down on his knees to stand me up .

"You're so pretty Alexa," he slowly said before kissing me. His hand was moving to my breasts, "Jump!" he commanded. I lost control of myself as my legs wrapped around his waist.

"My heart was about to stop and I pushed him away, begging him not to do that to me. Then he pushed me on the bed and I started to scream as he was trying to kiss me. He showed me that he had the key of my room, which meant that I was already stuck with him.
"Shut the F**k up!" He shouted .

"Please, let me go. P-please." I cried.

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Hello lovelies so the 4th Chapter is done at last, it took me a lot of time to write it.

THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE THE NEXT WEDNESDAY BC I WILL BE INACTIVE FOR A WHILE AFTER THAT I WILL UPDATE THE REST . THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT AND TYSM FOR 400+ READER IN A FEW WEEKS I REALLY APPRECIATE THAT LOVE Y'ALL.

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