*flash*
Erika and Shane are in his living room. Erika is wearing a grey sweatshirt with shorts. She looks angry and hurt.
Erika: Shane you can't keep doing this to me
Erika tries to walk off but Shane grabs her and holds her close
Shane: Mi amor, por favor no me dejes [My love, please don't leave me]
Erika looks at him with the same anger from before
Erika: y porque no? [and why not]
Shane: porque te amo, te qurrio, tu erse me vida y los sabes [because I love you, I care for you, you are my life, and you know it ]
Shane kisses Erika, she kisses back... the hurt and the pain is still there but its over powered by the love she feels for Shane. Erika looks down at her wrist feeling ashamed. But she pushes aside her negative feelings and gets more invested into the kiss.
*flash*
Kirsten turns to face Cameron, instinctively pulls him, in to a passionate kiss. Cameron is shocked at first but soon enough melts in to the kiss. She pulls away realizing what she just did, quickly getting up and going in the kitchen. Camille takes notice and follows her in. "What was that?", Camille asking getting herself some coffee. Kirsten gives her a weak smile, " I don't know it as like an impulsive thing". Camille gives her a smile, "Couldn't help your self could you". Kirsten laughs a bit, smiling and playfully shushing her. Kirsten could tell Camille was just trying to make her feel better. Camille laughs, "You know this stitch has effected you a lot". Kirsten smiles, " its just teaching me not to be numb"
They go back to living room to began discussing the strategy for attending Shane and Anna's wedding. Cameron sits on the couch with Kirsten who is lying down with her head on his lap. While Camille and Linus are sitting on some chairs they brought from the dinning room. "Okay I found out the church the wedding, its going to be tomorrow at the Guadalupe church.", Camille continues "And I also found out that today the Anna's having a girls day with her bridesmaids, including Jay the girl you saw in the stitch". "I thought you said Jay was Erika's friend", Linus said confused. "Turns out she Erika's and Shane's, that's house she got roped in to this" , Camille explains. Camille turns towards Kirsten, " Now before you and me can go out to follow Anna and jay you need to get checked out by Ayo and she needs to redo you bands". Kirsten still felt ashamed but understood that it was mandatory to make sure she was okay.
After Ayo checked out Kirsten, they headed out leaving the boys to hopefully not break anything in their house. They arrive at a really nice restaurant, as the girls seem to be having a lunch. But when they get there Kirsten and Camille find that Anna and Jay are talking in the other room. "Jay you know you can at least act like your having a good time" Anna yelled at her. Jay looked at her angrily " Really?! Act like I'm having a good time. My prima just died, I have every right to be upset." Anna looked at her mildly annoyed, " Ugh Erika this Erika that, esta pinche puta, no se murde [this fucking whore, she won't die], you and Shane need to forget about her". Jay is obviously completely pissed by now, "Pinche cabrona cállate [Fucking asshole shut up]". Jay slaps Anna and comes to a realization, "IT WAS YOU WASN'T IT!! YOU KILLED HER DIDN'T YOU!!" Anna face didn't change from he mildly pissed off face as she just started at Jay. Jay continues seemly losing her mind in the process, " What did you do huh... called her made her feel so bad she could help it any more. Threaten to kill her if she showed up anymore. WHAT DID YOU DO?! Doesn't matter what you did really all that matters is that Shane never finds out huh... Cause you know he'd never forgive you if it was you fault... he'd never even try to love you... you knew how much he cared for her... he might have be a shitty person... but he genuinely cared about her... and it killed you inside... so you killed her inside... tell she finally killed herself". Anna looked annoyed by this random explosion and simply replied, "If you're so unhappy being here for my special day, leave". Jay manages to pull herself together enough to say, "Oh sweetie I'm not leaving but lets get one thing straight I'm not staying fir you I'm staying for Erika". Anna starts to walk back to the room smirking, "Watch you back bitch". Jay lets out a small sinister laugh, not moving from where's she from, "Oh its yours you should be watching".
Once Anna was gone Camille and Kirsten took this opportunity to talk to Jay. Kirsten smiles and approaches her Camille following, " Hi jay is it?", Kirsten starts of politely. Jay smiles, "Yea sorry if you heard any of that, its just been hard since.." Kirsten and Camille can see that jays hurting and offer her to sit down. "I know it can't be easy with Erika gone", Camille says softly. Jay looks up a bit surprised, " You knew Erika?" Kirsten smiles and comes up with a cover, "Yes, we worked with her at the hospital, and she had told me about her relationship with Shane". Jay let out a small smile, "they were perfect together... he made her so happy I swear I never saw her so... I don't even know how to explain it... I mean don't get me wrong he's put her through hell... but I remember she said it was all worth it... to he was her angel".
*Flash*
Erika is cutting her thighs and jay walks in
Jay: Erika stop it's not worth it
Erika looks up at her crying and jay holds her tight
*Flash*
"You knew Erika cut", Kirsten says. Jay looked up at her and nods. "You guys lived together... You guys looked after each other... like sister" Kirsten says as jay just looks up at her in amazement. Kirsten then turns to Camille thinking to herself, like sisters.
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Take away the Numb
RandomKirsten emotions have always been a struggle but with each stitch she seem to get more connected with it all. And with a charming geek by her side she might actually learn what love feels like. Will she like it, who know. But a murder and a wedding...