3-No turning back

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     The wind kissed my face and I closed my eyes, feeling at peace if only for a second before I heard a loud roar. Sighing in irritation I roll my eyes and let my wolf step forward, turning around and roaring louder in his face. His wolf gives a slight grin before licking my face. So happy for someone who's mate is manlier than he.
      After Alpha Grant left, Alpha Roman abruptly refused to leave saying how he needed his women by his side like I am some weak specimen. No, I am an Alpha, a strong noble ruler of these lands. Does he not get that?
     Eventually, I let him stay even though my mind screamed for me to not let him. After saying yes I had ran outside to get some fresh air, my wolf feeling suffocated by him. Only five seconds, thats how long I got to be alone. Five whole seconds. This mate thing was already getting irritably tiresome.
    "You know, when a women runs outside that usually means she wants to be alone."
      I make sure that he can hear the annoyance in my tone of voice as I cross my arms over my chest and look at the beast. His wolf is very impressive, if I do say so myself, and the eyes were just as stunning. They were a blood red mixed with a gold star surrounding the pupil slightly. His gray coat did him justice, his paws being black like socks which made him look adorable.
       Pouting, I mentally shake my head and watch his body start to shake slightly, signaling that he was going to shift back in to human form. His naked human form which ment his man parts would show. I quickly close my eyes and wait for the him to speak, afraid I would see him naked.
    "Why the fuck would you cover your damn eyes? We are mates."
        Glaring I move my hands and focus on his eyes, not even daring to look down any further than his well sculpted torso.
     "Perhaps I don't wish to gaze upon your bare body, put some clothes on."
By this time I could already tell my voice was shakey. Perhaps it was because I have always been nervous around handsome men. Well, not only handsome men, but men in general. Somehow I always seemed to suck it up and mask my nervousness, but not today. Not with him.
Growling slightly, he goes behind a tree only to descend from behind the brush in low hanging white basketball shorts and a black wife beater. How was it that some part of me was saddened by the fact he had changed?
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    "Bethany, I truly don't know what has gotten in to me; I am acting like a total bitch. "
      It has been two days since he had decides to be stuck up my a- ur decided to not leave my side. It annoyed every bit of me and because of him I was already feeling like a caged animal. He was harsh and always demanded me to follow his every word like I was some puppy dog wanting to please its master.
Numerous times I had told him calmly that I did not desire to become a house trained pet; That if he wished for me to be his mate he had to treat me as an equal, which he growled at. Today I had persuaded him to return to his pack to take care of business and to take his beta with him.
I haven't seen Bethany since they found out they were mates and it scared me to think of Roman and I being like that. Nevertheless, I was happy to finally get things on track. Bethany had suggested we let Josie, our best worrior and third in command, take the pack out running through the perimeter.
     "Yukita, I think you are being harsh toward Alpha Roman. It isn't normal for you to be like this towards someone."
      I plop down on my chair and rest my head in my hands, huffing. Perhaps I was being harsh, but he is just as harsh to other people.
     "Yes Yukita, you are being way too harsh to poor me."
      His voice had a mocking tone mixed with a since of happiness. Jumping slightly in my chair I look up and meet his piercing brown eyes. The tiny butterflies in my stomach are now in a rampaige, fluttering rapidly in my stomach. Quickly, I look down and in twine my fingers together, placing my entwined hands to my chest and looking down quickly.
     "You deserve a little harshness for what you have done ."
      As much as I wanted my voice to come out strong and proud, it came out weak and shy.
" I kill those people for a reason. So what if it makes me look like a horrible person? At least I don't have to worry about people attacking my pack and I will do the same for your pack when I take over as your alpha."
Alpha.. That word. Your. Your Alpha. The two words repeated in my mind, brewing up anger and a slight loss of pride of rank. My head snaps up and in an instant I am in his face, my eyes glowing a golden color as my wolf steps forward. Roman seems unmoved, amusement in his eyes.
     "You will never be MY Alpha; I rule this pack, not you. "
     His lips perk up in to a smile. It makes my heart thud against my chest, his scent making my wolf go crazy inside of me. It is intoxicating. I hate how he makes me feel this way, so weak and powerless. In a blink of an eye one hand rests on the small of my back and the other on my cheek, making sparks fly about.
     I search his eyes for an emotion , any emotion. It shocks me what I see, Intrigue and... Love? His face inches towards mine, making my legs wobbly. When our lips are a mere centimetres away, he brushes them against mine. It feels so right even if it was for a second. That kiss alone makes me go crazy inside. I know I should hate him because of all the murders he had committed, but right here and now I cannot find my hatred for this man.
"I rule everything my little butterfly."
       His voice is soft yet intimidating, sending more shivers throughout my body. I scream no, but my wolf screams more. More more more. This man is becoming my drug in just a mere three days. He is demanding yet subtle. I want to give in, but I can't . I won't.
    "This pack has been ruled by me longer than I could remember, I'm not going to let a man rule what Ive worked so hard to obtain. "
    He grins , venom in his smile.
  " Oh my little butterfly, you have no choice. But don't worry, I won't hurt you or the pack. I would never hurt you and don't worry... Either way our packs must join together, without me your wolf can go crazy as can mine. I can't live without my angel."
     His words get stuck in my mind. It is true that once you find your mate you can't live away from them for long. Even though I hate my rank dropping, I need to think of my pack and wolf. Closing my eyes I make my decision.
"We join our packs tomorrow, but I don't give in so easily. Bethany is head Beta and our third in command can fight for the position as best fighter. We decide the Alpha duties , I will not just be a mere Luna I am more dangerous than that. "
He grins as I open my eyes.
"We'll see."
No turning back now.




SO A TAD SHORT I KNOW BUT I HOPE YOUR DAY IS GOING WELL. I WENT ON THE MOST AMAZING DATE LAST NIGHT AND AM SO HAPPY AO TADA CHAPTER. :) also pic is Josie

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