Gilinsky's POV
I noticed Jack had been gone for too long. I asked the other boys if they had seen Johnson and they all said no. Aaron just said he saw his go towards the elevator. He probably went up to our room, I thought. I had to go look for him. I went up our room and called his name. "Hey Jack, are you here?!" No answer. I went towards the bathroom and tried to open the door. I turned the knob. It was locked. Okay, now I was worried. I called Bart and told him the show needed to end now because something happened to Johnson. It did. The boys came running up to the room and all asked what was wrong. We tried pushing the door open until it finally did. My eyes teared up immediately after seeing Johnson on the floor and an open bottle of pills on the bathroom sink.
"SOMEBODY CALL 911 NOW! JACK! PLEASE WAKE UP! JACK!" I yelled as I shook his body. I was crying so hard and the boys were trying to calm me down and trying to get Johnson to react but nothing was helping. I was sad and mad. Mad at myself for not knowing how Johnson felt or not being able to prevent this.
"Calm down," Bart told me.
"HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO CALM DOWN?!" I shouted. "MY FUCKING BEST FRIEND JUST FUCKING TRIED TO KILL HIMSELF AND YOURE TELLING ME TO CALM DOWN?!" I got up from the floor and pushed Bart. "DON'T FUCKING TELL ME TO CALM DOWN!" I was mad. I wasn't really mad at anybody, I was mad at myself. I didn't know how else to react but to let my anger out. I walked angry and heavily to my bedroom and slammed the door.
I paced the room back and forth thinking of everything and I couldn't stop crying. I was shaking. "THIS IS ALL MY FAULT! I WASN'T THERE FOR HIM! FUCK!" I punched the mirror in my bedroom. "FUCK!" Glass was now shattered all over my bedroom floor and there was blood all over. Taylor and Cameron came running in.
"Are you okay?! The ambulance is here and you have to go too," Cam said. Taylor tossed me a t-shirt and I wrapped it around my hand. Taylor grabbed Jack's phone and called Sam.
Taylor's POV
"Jack! Hey! How are you?" She answered.
"Um Sam, it's not Jack, it's Taylor."
"Oh hey Taylor, is something wrong? Why are you calling me from Jack's phone?"
"You need to fly out to Chicago now!"
"Why? Did something happen? I can't, I'm supposed to fly out with my parents in a few days," Sam said.
"Something very horrible happened to Jack and you need to come. I don't want to tell you what it is through the phone. I'll pick you up from the airport as soon as you get here."
"Oh my god, I'll take the next flight out. I'll call you when I'm there," Sam said. I could hear the sadness in her voice.
We arrived at the hospital a few minutes later and they rushed Jack and Jack to a room. Gilinsky was mad but I know he really wasn't mad. He didn't know how to feel. Everything was happening too fast. We were all very worried. Gilinsky got out with stitches on his knuckles and his hand was banded up. He ran to us and asked if we had heard anything about Johnson yet. We all shook our heads. He began to cry again. "This is all my fault... this is all my fault," he kept saying to himself. Just then a doctor came and Jack and Jack's parents were walking behind him, with an extremely worried look on their face and Johnson's mom was crying. We all stood up and Gilinsky ran up to the doctor. He hugged his parents and Johnson's parent. "Is everything okay doctor? How's Jack?" Gilinsky asked, trying to control his sobs and his breathing. The doctor gave him a serious look.
"Well..." The doctor began.
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Secrets (Jack Johnson)
Fanfic"We can't keep doing this," I whispered to Jack, giggling as he pinned me up against the wall. "Says who?" He asked, smirking at me, then crashing his lips onto mine. His hands ran up and down my back and I had my arms around his neck. He bit my lip...
