unwanted // bradley simpson

eleven

AUTUMN'S POV

Becca and I were sitting at home playing with BB and talking about random girly stuff. I've never had these conversations before so Becca did most of the talking. The doorbell rang and BB barked the loudest I've ever heard a puppy bark and he started growling. I guess he wasn't exactly good with the doorbell. 

"I'll get it!" She said getting up. "Its probably the pizza guy." I tried calming BB down but he just kept barking and growling. 

"Oh thank god!" I heard a nasally female voice say. "The door wasn't unlocked and the boys are getting my stuff." I turned to see an extremely orange girl with light brown hair and brown eyes. She looked at me and smiled. "You must be the maid!" She said with a huge grin on her face. "Do you think you can grab some of my stuff?" She said pointing outside.

"One, I'm not a maid. Two, can't you carry some of it yourself instead of making other people do your work?" I said furrowing my eyebrows. "And three, who are you?"

"Oh I'm a close friend of the boys. Better question, who are you?" She said with a fake smile on her face.

"My name is Autumn. I'm also close friends with the guys. One of them more than the others."

"Oh! You're Tristan's girlfriend aren't you? So nice to meet you!" She looked genuinely happy and actually thought Tristan was my boyfriend.

"Um, no. I'm Bradley's girlfriend." I said. BB had calmed down by now but he was staring at the orange girl like she was evil. I don't blame him though. I wasn't very fond of her myself.

"Get the hell out of here." Becca said angrily.

"Sweetie I know things about you. Shut your mouth or I spill about your little secret with Dr. Marten."

"I hate you..." Becca said. The girl turned back to me and smiled. 

"Oh, Hun, I think you must be mistaken." She smiled. "I'm Brad's girlfriend." She gave me a devilish smile. 

"Actually, Hun," I said mocking her. "I've never seen you in any of his photos or, online talking to him or, any texts or phone calls or, any communication whatsoever. I think I win in this situation considering I've been living with him for over 3 months now." I fake smiled. Her bitchiness was rubbing off on me. 

"I can't believe he actually let you in you bitch." Becca mumbled. 

"Perhaps he's never said a word so I'll introduce myself now. I'm Melody. Melody Reed." She smiled. I instantly froze. Bradley walked inside and looked at the awkwardness before him. 

"Nice to meet you Melody. You and Brad really do make the perfect couple." I fake smiled and ran up to my room, taking BB with me. I quietly cried into my pillow for a few minutes. Why would Bradley go back to her? Why did he never tell me that they were still together if he actually cared about me? I'm too unstable to have this much heartbreak and drama in my life. I wish I could go back to the simpler times when my biggest worry was finding the right outfit for school. I wiped my tears and decided that I was done crying over some boy who didn't care about me. I snuggled with BB and went on my twitter. Someone got a picture of Bradley and Melody outside of the studio and accused him of cheating on me. Some people accused me of getting him to cheat on her. I decided to put the rumors to rest. 

@AutumnFierxx Not really sure what everyone means by him cheating on me or me convincing him to cheat. @TheVampsBrad and I are not dating 

It was done. I cuddled with BB some more and watched some telly on my laptop. I heard yelling and screaming downstairs so I slowly opened my door without letting anyone hear. 

"So you just tell her that we're a couple when you damn well know that I hate you?" Bradley yelled.

"Ugh just shut up." Melody said slapping him. I nearly gasped but I stopped myself from making any noise. "I know you love me Brad. It doesn't matter if you don't admit it, I know. That psycho bitch  is just going to ruin your image and you don't love her at all. You don't love her!" She shouted. Next thing I know Bradley smashes his lips onto hers and it turns into a full on make-out session. What the hell does he see in her and how does she hypnotize him? Maybe she doesn't. I guess she just tells him the truth and he's the one lying to himself. When I got up and turned around I saw Connor standing directly behind me. He gently grabbed my wrist and pulled me into his room.

"Dr. Davey Jones is ready to see you." He said in a thick Scottish accent. I couldn't help but laugh. Tears were falling out of my eyes but I didn't want to cry about him. I wanted to be strong but I just wasn't. "I think you need a bit of cheering up." He said opening the window and walking across the windowsill to get to the fire escape. 

"I'm not doing that." I said looking down. I clutched onto the window as hard as I could.

"Autumn, I've done it a million times before. It's safe. Trust me." He said holding out his hand. I steadily walked across but almost slipped. I started hyperventilating. "Autumn, calm down. I got you." He reassured me. I took a deep breath and when I was finally closer to Connor I hugged him tighter than I've ever hugged anyone.

"Is it over?" I asked. I didn't want to even open my eyes.

"Yeah, you're safe with me now." He chuckled. I quickly ran down the fire escape and crouched into a ball. "Man you really have a fear of heights don't you?"

"Ever since I was 3." I said slowly getting up. 

"C'mon I'll take you to the best remedy for sadness that I know of." He smiled. After a long drive I saw where he took me. It was to his recording studio. "Joe lets us use the studio sometimes if we want to do something independent. C'mon it'll be fun." He smiled. I walked in not knowing what any of the buttons, switches, or anything else did except for the big red button that said record on it.

"I don't think I've ever heard you sing." I smiled pushing Connor into the recording booth. I pressed the big red button and smiled at him. He started yelling with his thick Scottish accent into the mic. I was laughing hysterically and Con came out and was laughing a bit himself. He got a phone call a little ways through our laughing session and I decided to utilize my time and sang a bit into the mic. 

"Take my hand

I'll teach you to dance

I'll spin you around 

Won't let you fall down."

Connor came in halfway through the song and I immediately stopped singing and put the headphones back on the mic.

"Keep going." He smiled. "You're really good." I kept singing and after a while I was more comfortable around Connor. 

"How was it?" I asked.

"Beautiful." He said. I walked out of the booth and Connor looked a bit upset.

"Is everything alright?" I asked. 

"Yeah. Everything's fine." He smiled. It didn't even look close to genuine.

"Con?" I whispered. Our faces were inches away. He put his hand on my cheek and kissed me. I could barely comprehend it. Everything just went by so fast. 

"I really hope things can be fine." He said.

OMG IM SO CRUEL x3 Btw I am Murican so I don't really do the British slang stuff. I tried in earlier chapters and it was just wayyyy too much research. So if I get something wrong about the country or some chiz, just know it's me being lazy for not looking up if there's a Baskin Robins in London :P

-Malina xx