Too Human

Prologue

My live is a lie. Our lives are all lies. This is what they first teach you, this is how you survive in a world like mine. Like ours. I shouldn't have to keep reminding myself I'm not alone any more. It’s just hard to realize that everyone like m- us are connected like we are. Imagine waking up and realizing that others can hear your thoughts, that you can feel what they do. How can I come too terms with people all over the world being able to work as one? It's beyond human understanding. But that’s what I am. Human. I may terrify you with my tainted name but that's something I can cope with. I help you not only through duty, but I also pity some of your empty lives. Everyone feels that way, though, I haven't really found a reason yet. When you find your reasons to keep healing, you're always told that the step away from humanity is by lookng down on them. But inside, I’m still human. This is vital. This is what will kill me. This is why I’m alone in my little world. The human stays behind when you leave for this world. Mine came with me; if it hadn’t you wouldn’t be reading this and wouldn’t be writing it.

I should probably explain my past now but I’d rather clear something up first. In case I don’t finish writing, I’d like to get this off of my chest. Maybe when I write it down it will seem real. A fact, from beginning to end. It shouldn’t be hard; I remember that night like it is every night, like it’s still happening in my head in an endless loop. I can no longer say the word ‘shouldn’t’. With me, it’s just an accident waiting to happen...