Stupid

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I guess I am.

here's my reason kung bakit

you told me na tinitake lang kita for granted
binabackstab ka, ginagamit.

You resent me, by doubting and talking to yourself na i do/did those things to you

You know, you know what makes it crazy
na you said stupid to one of your post.

I guess I am, I guess i am dumb and idiot and slow, manchild.

You hated me. all I see is bitterness sa mga mata mo.

You don't love me, gina-gaslight molang sarili mo na kaya mo akong mahalin.

pero ano lumalabas sayo?
HATE‼️‼️‼️

You're avoiding me at all, to even make me na I'm not trustworthy sa mga rants mo.

to think na mas nauuna kopang makita sa fb kung ano nararamdaman mo kesa sa mga sinasabi mo saakin.

l never once did in my life na i-decline at i-reject at i-neglect yang nararamdaman mo.

I could never love that person who hate me.
sa tingin mo siniraan kita?
nag parinig ako sayo?
sinisira ko imahe mo?

no, never, kase nirerespeto kita.
and mahal na mahal kita kaya ko hinayaan yung mga yun.

at yun yung rason kung bakit.
di kita iniwan.

ikaw ang kusang nag pakita at nag pa ramdam nun sakin.

dahil hinding hindi ko masisikmurang iwanan ka, kase alam mo kung bakit? kase takot ka and guess what? ikaw yung nauna.

look, I don't blame you, let's not blame each other sa mga mistakes naten, things like this happen pero love ko, never kong hahayaan dignidad ko. because that's the only thing that make a human being.

those posts, broke me.

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