This isn't life. It can't be...Am I going crazy?! What is happening? Am I in danger....
I shook my head furiously tryin to push the thoughts to the back of my head. "Listen to your Mother, stay away from the door and I'll be fine. Yeah... Just fine!" I quietly mumbled to myself. I need to stay strong and everthing will blow over. Mayne things will get better qhen I go to school tomorrow. Hope so.
I needed to apologize to my mom today. I feel really bad but the voices were getting to me. I don't know whats happening but its not normal.
"Mom?" I tip toed to my mother's room. Knocking on the door I took a deep breath. "Mother, I need to speak to you..." No answer. Was she really this mad at me. "I'm sorry about the other day. I just-- I don't know what happened...I shouldn't have snapped."
I looked around her room. She wasn't there. Still scannin the room, I spotted a Post-It Note on her nightstand.
'Amber, I know you feel horrible about yelling but it's fine. Youve been going through this phase of nightmares and panic attacks so i know you are troubled. Went to my job interview. Be back in an hour or so.
Xoxo- Mom
Im...Home...Alone? I broke down, knees on the floor, crying. Ill be fine. Just gotta keep away from the door.
I went downstairs to make me some lunch when I heard those voices.
This cannot be happening...
