Chapter Two: Feelings

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*Stefan's P.O.V.*
I feel so bad, every single time I turn my humanity on. you seriously can't just imagine how bad I feel for myself and also for Damon. all he ever feel is pain, and I think that's not what a brothers would like for another.

He wouldn't stop drinking, he's trying to forget our baby sister getting shot right infront of us. I just can't believe I left her, even when I turned. I know and saw how she died.. but I never looked for her. There's no problem in that, no one will ever say her name because they don't know we had a sister.

"Stefan? are you alright?" Elena said snapping me out of thoughts, "um, yeah...?.. yeah. I'm just gonna .....go get a drink" I said going towards the house bar. "Stefan don't you think that you and Damon are taking this way too far?" she said while holding my hand staping me also causing me to frown a bit "Stefan what's wrong?" she said. I don't know whether to tell her or not I just hesitated while she was waiting for an answer.

"What's wrong, brother? you know, if you can't tell her I can. so you're gonna do this or do I take it from here?" Damon said surprisingly  entering the room. I can tell Elena felt left out when she went for the 'confused' face. "Well, Elena... It seems that we're depressed because of a girl named Kayden. Kayden Salvatore" Damon said leaving Elena EXTREMELY confused

"wait, does that mea-" I cut her off saying it out loud "Yes, Elena we have a sister.. that died 167 years ago" her eyes widened out as I said my depressing words. she seemed very surprised but not upset. "Stefan, Damon, I'm so..sorry" Elena saw Damon cry a bit, she walked slowly towards him whipping away the tear "Auwh, Damon don't cry"

"I'm gonna go get a drink" he said sniffing away "Elena you should go check on Jeremy, he's not answering any phone calls" I said wanting for her to go, I didn't want her to see me like this but whatever. "okay, you guys take care of yourselves   drinking is not a good thing to do" she went leaving the house

"Hey, Damon? do you ever think of looking for her? I never really did but I honestly want to. But you know, you put danger in someone's life, you face it. and by that I mean Elena" i said sniffing "Look Stefan it was not you it was me I'm the one who made you remember her anyway. and yes, i look for her every where I didn't spend 67 years away on nothing" he said and I was Clearly surprised like how didn't I look out for her she's my baby sister. I'm a terrible horrible disgusting foolish brother.

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