Bad Habits

Chapter 5

"I'm really sorry Mr Cadwell, but there's no way to determine it. I hate to be the one to say it, but she may not wake up at all" I heard a faint voice say. I tried to move my arms and open my eyes but I couldn't. My head is killing me. What's happening to me. The last thing I remember is running out of our hotel room... after I got in a fight with... Cam.

"My daughter better wake up from this. You will not do anything to her, but help her until she wakes up. Do not tell me that she won't wake up, because my Maeve is a fighter and I know she will" I could hear my dad say faintly.

"Mr. Cadwell. Your daughter is in a coma an there is no way of determining when it will be. She has internal bleeding, 4 broken ribs, a broken ankle, hand and shoulder, and was seriously hit in her stomach. I will do my best to work this out for you. And I will try my best to make sure she wakes up" some one said. I guess the rumours are true. When you are in a coma you can hear the people talking around you. I wanted so badly to say 'Matt wheres Matt' but I couldn't. Maeve why are you so stupid. Why did you freak out and do that. You should've stayed there with Matt. You shouldn't have gone.

I heard a door open and shut and the room went quiet. I heard really faint footsteps. Where am i? How'd they find me? How long has it been? Am I missing tour? My head spun around with questions. I wanted to open my eyes and make sure everything is okay, and get out of this hospital and see Matt and cam and talk to them. But I can't, and I don't know when I will be able to.

I felt like crying, but no tears came out. I heard the door open and shut and a couple of footsteps. But then they stopped, and I could hear sniffles, as if someone was crying.

"This is all my fault" someone cried "i am so sorry. I shouldn't have gotten mad. Maeve is the most caring, sweetest, and beautiful person I know. I was out with a girl, and I found out she was just dating me for fame. When I came back I was totally angry  and I took it out on Maeve. I was jealous because her and Matt were together, and I wanted to be in matts place. She doesn't deserve this. She has so much to live for" it was cam.

"Cam I will give you and her some time" my mom said. I wanted to open my eyes and give her the tightest hug and tell her that I love her. The door opened and closed again and I heard someone, probably cam sit down.

"Hi Maeve. I probably sound pathetic right now, and people are staring at me. But on the off chance that you can hear me, I love you. I shouldn't have been such a dick. You are so sweet and genuine and gorgeous and outgoing and you're always positive and always know how to make people smile. You have one of the best voices I've ever heard. I've done a lot of thinking, and you and Matt would be really cute. You deserve to be happy. I am such an awful friend" cam carried away. I felt like crying, and I know he was. "I am forever sorry. I wish you could see your room. It smells amazing. People have been dropping by constantly and Twitter is going nuts. Every meet up we've had, people give us get well soon cards and the art work is amazing. Your fans are so loyal and I really hope you can wake up soon. I.. I miss you Maeve. Everyone misses you. I think Matt is coming. Today is the first day we've been allowed in to see you. But no offence girl, you look really bad. Meet ups have been strictly here. No one has gone anywhere. We are all waiting for you to get better. We travel around a little, but no one wants to leave you. Everyone has been here waiting. You do have a really big bruise on your neck, and a really bad one on your collar bone. But, Mahogany gave your mom cover up or whatever it's called to put on it, so it doesn't look so bad. I love you Maeve. I miss you" cam said. That is one of the sweetest things someone has ever said to me. I tried to say thank you, but nothing came out. I felt a soft pair of lips kiss mine, and then he walked out of the room.

I could hear really faint voices, of people in the hall and movements. I bet my fans totally miss me, I miss them too. I miss touring and just being in my happy place. This really sucks. It's really lonely. I heard my door open and a gasp.

"Maeve" someone sniffed. It was a boy, but I couldn't quite pick up whose voice it was.

Matthew's POV

I walked into Maeve's room. The past two weeks have been the hardest two weeks of my life. I missed her so much, everyone has. And I'm trying to stay positive, but there is a chance she could die. We've all decided to stay here mostly, a couple of different stops close by. They haven't let anyone but family see her until today. I... I just didn't know what to do. This is all my fault. I should've grabbed her and made her feel better, and just... I should've made her stay.

I've talked to cam and he feels really guilty too. We've forgave each other, and talked it out. He was just jealous, because he likes her too.

I arrived at the hospital and ran into it. I wanted to see her so badly. I talked to the lady and she directed me to the room to go too. I saw her room but I got stopped by someone.

"You must be Matthew" he said "I'm Maeve's father" I smiled at him and talked to him for a little bit, and talked to her mom. They're really nice people. They told me just to stay calm when I went in, because she looks really bad.

I went into her room. She look so bad. She had bruises everywhere and casts. I let a tear roll down my check and the only thing I managed to say was "maeve" I walked over to her bed and sat down on it. I laid down beside her and held her hand, as I was balling. I thought I felt her grip onto my hand, but that's probably just me imagining things.

"Hey Maeve" I tried to hold back my tears. "I...um. I miss you so fucking much. The tour has been so boring without you. Everyone crying and the fans have given me so much stuff for you" I feel stupid talking to her, but I need to get this out of my system. "Even though you don't look very good, I still think you look beautiful. Please wake up Maeve. Please" I stumbled on my words because I was crying so much. "This is my fault, and I am so sorry. I should've made sure you stayed in the room, or I should've followed you. I should've been the one to get hit. I've messed up more times than you. You are so perfect and didn't deserve this one bit. I shouldn't have even kissed you, but it just felt so right. Because... I love you Maeve. I love you with all my heart. And I know I've been, and I have a bad reputation at our school, but you just make me feel so happy. I totally regret the things I've done in the past, but I wouldn't change meeting you for a thing. You have brightened up my world. I know we've only known each other for a short while, but you are so beautiful and perfect in every way. So, Maeve. I love you" I spoke softly. I looked at her and smiled, while crying. I kissed her forehead, then the bridge of her nose and then her lips. She was so cold. I lay down on the bed and just stared at her, it's all I want to do for the rest of my life.