This can't be...

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There it was clearly in blue ink...yep my worse fear had just been confirmed. Not only am I pregnant but it isn't my boyfriends baby. No I did not cheat, on May 28, 2015 I was raped by my cousin. So sickening to hear right? I mean how can this be I don't want to believe it in any sort of way. I know it isn't my fault but I can't help to blame myself. I quickly get on my laptop and call my boyfriend on Skype he answers within the first few rings and says "Hey beautiful, what's up?". I blurted it out without even filtering it through my brain, he sat there stunned. He wasn't completely sure what to say or think. I busted into tears; pleading and begging him to stay. He didn't say yes or no he just sat there. After what felt like an eternity he finally let out a breathe and said, "okay what do we do now?". Just hearing that reassured me that everything was going to work out.
~A few weeks later~
I am now 8.5 weeks pregnant, we plan on telling my boyfriends family tonight. School starts in about 2 weeks and I sure as hell do not plan on telling anyone at school; not even the people closest to me. Soon dinner rolls around at my boyfriends house... As we sit at the table and dinner is served I suddenly get sick. Oh great...this is not how I planned for this to be told. As I go running to the bathroom Tyler (my boyfriend) follows me and takes care of me. Once we return to the table everyone looks at us waiting for us to say anything. I just look at Tyler and then back down at my lap. Very soon Tyler clears his throat and says he has something he needs to tell everyone. He then blurts out everything all in one single breathe. His family sits there absolutely stunned, I then proceed to get up and go to Tyler's bedroom where I fall asleep... the next morning when I wake up is when it all hit me...

AN: I AM SOOO SORRY I HAVE NOT UPDATED THIS WEEK WAS MY FIRST WEEK OF SENIOR YEAR AND IT HAS BEEN CRAZY I AM HOPING TO UPDATE MORE THIS WEEKEND AND INTO NEXT WEEK. KEEP READING, LIKE, VOTE, AND COMMENT!♡♡♡

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