Love: is it possible or forever a mystery

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You see there's this guy.. one who he knows everything that has ever happened. Every emotion I have ever felt or thought. Every little thing done to my body by me or someone else. Yet he still has chosen to love me. How can this be? I'm not able to fathom this possibility. How can he love me...? A selfharmer, a lost teen who barely loves herself. Let alone can love someone else who deserves the world. We met when I was 14; our friendship blossomed from an anonymous post on social media. He messaged me seeming to care, I couldn't believe it! Someone actually seemed to want me alive. But wait... as the friendship grew so did feelings.. little did I know it would be 4 years before we ever met face to face. Countless hours spent on skype and texting. I couldn't believe it; he actually cared what happened to me. The only problem... I was finally allowing him in...but.. right when he was completely seeing me and I was trusting him I started pushing him away.... It is my way of being sure I don't get hurt... sadly.. everyone gets hurt in the process. I'm not sure if I'll forever do this or if I'll finally allow him to love me.

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