Through the Mirror

Never...no..

"I'm so sorry Madison but there is no heartbeat." The moment I heard those words everything just stopped... it felt like I was hit by a bus but with words... I laid there shocked and hurt... It was like I was paralyzed, I mean how can this be? I done everything right... this can't be happening. Once I kinda gather myself I get up and leave the doctors office silently without saying a word. I do not talk or answer my phone the whole way home. After I arrive home I loose it... I bust into tears and start to just throw things in mine and Tyler's room. I'm soo angry not only at myself but at him! He did this to me! If he would have never raped me I wouldn't have ever gotten pregnant and then I wouldn't be sitting here bawling my eyes out because I lost the baby...our baby... Soon I look over at my phone, I text my boyfriend Tyler and tell him he needs to come home as soon as possible. Within 30 minutes of sending the text message Tyler is home. Without me even saying a word he knows what it is the moment he looks at me. Slowly he walks over to me...scared if he touches me I'll break even more... After hours and hours of crying I eventually fall asleep; by the time I wake up it is nearly 7 p.m. I'm guessing Tyler has already told his family... When I walk out into the living room everyone stops what they are doing and just looks at me. I don't say a word, I just go and sit on the couch as close to the end as possible away from everyone. Right now I don't want to be messed with, Tyler asks me if I want anything to eat or drink I just shake my head and stay quiet. He says I need to eat but honestly right now I can't. I don't have the energy to even function right now. I just can't...

AN: SORRY IT HAS TAKEN ME A WHILE TO UPDATE THIS WAS A HARD CHAPTER FOR ME TO WRITE AND I WANTED TO DO IT JUSTICE FOR MY FRIEND AND NOT CHEAT THE STORE. HOPE YOU ENJOY! KEEP READING, LIKE, COMMENT, AND VOTE♡♡♡