It Just Happened

Do you regrat it.

Do you ever regret something that you wished you could take back every second of the day, even though you also don't regret it because it made you feel so good?

*****Natasha's Point of view*****

I woke up with a killer headache and an upset stomach. Not exactly realizing where I was, I jumped out of bed noticing that I was really chilly. I looked down and gasped, "oh my god," I was completely naked. I grabbed a blanket and saw Steve in the bed.

"Crap!" I said a little to loud. But before I could grab my clothes and make a run for it he opened his eyes.

*****Steve's point of view*****

I opened my eyes to see the horrified look on Natasha's face. Seeing her light green eyes staring at me with the look of horror in her once beautiful eyes. I take my eyes off of her and return to myself. I looked under the sheets and now realized why she had looked at me like that.

"Nat did we?" I didn't even have to finish my sentence to know what she was going to say.

"I believe so," she said.

"Crap," I said under my breath.

"Yeah that's what I said," she replied.

"Nat I'm so sorry," I said trying to make her feel a bit better.

"Can we just go?" she said looking at the ground.

"Nat you can't be mad at me. I mean you are the one who said you loved me and went up to me and kissed me!" I told her.

"Well I didn't think you were going to kiss me back!!" She said.

"Why would you think that?" I said with a concerning voice.

"Because you left me there, you ran off not saying a word, do you even like me or did you just sleep with me for the fun of it?" She yelled.

I didn't quite know how to reply. I sure didn't want to make her upset again. I guess I just felt that if I had told her my true feelings about her I would have messed everything up.

"I would never do that and you know that." changing the topic from fighting to being serious. I looked at her and cupped my hands to her cheeks saying once again, "I would never take advantage of you, and I care too much about you to ever do such a thing." I decided to kiss her softly to see what she would do.

Instead of kissing me back she broke the kiss and said, "We really should go."

I looked at the floor and replied, "okay."

*****At the S.H.I.E.L.D base*****

*****Clint's point of view*****

I was sitting on the stool in kitchen when Tony walked in. He looked at me real strangely and then came to sit right next to me.

Then he spoke, "So Clint, do you think Steve and Natasha have a thing going?"

"Why would you say that, and why would you ask me such a question?" I replied. Still a little shocked he would ask such a thing I said, "I know Natasha, she's my best friend. I would know if she and Steve were a thing."

" Yeah you are her best friend and the last time I checked you guys do tell each other everything... So are they?" he asked jumping up and down.

"No, I don't know," I said

"Wow, Clint Barton doesn't know that his best friend could secretly be dating," he said in a sarcastic voice.

I got up and walked away. I thought to myself, "She would tell me if something was up with her right? I mean she's my best friend." I wouldn't know until she got back.

*****Later that day*****

*****Natasha's point of view*****

We finally arrived back at the S.H.I.E.L.D base. I walked out of the jet not even bothering to say hey to both Clint and Tony who were standing right in front of me, waving. I kept walking but could hear every word each of them said.

"See I told you something was up with them," Tony said.

Clint replied, "I guess your right Stark, she is hiding something."

I couldn't take it anymore with the morning I had today. I couldn't hold it in and turned around and ran right up to them.

*****Steve's point of view*****

I knew the minute she got off that jet and by the faces the guys made that this wasn't going to end well. I saw her stop dead in her tracks and turn around,\ and run over to them. I had to stop her even if she hated me right now.

*****Natasha's point of view*****

I screamed at them, "THERE IS NOTHING FREAKING WRONG WITH ME SO SHUT THE HELL UP, AND..." But before I could let the rest of my anger out Steve ran up to me and pushed me away from them.

"What the hell Steve?" I said.

"You need to relax, you hear me? Your taking all your anger out onto everyone else and I'm damn sure if you kept yelling at them you would spill about us having sex," he whispered.

I looked up at him with tears in my eyes. I knew he was right. If I kept yelling at them I would've spilled it.

"Nat don't cry okay? We can make it through this," he said trying to ensure me things would be okay.

"No we can't," I said shaking my head.

"Nat.. Do you regret it?" he said staring to cry himself.

I was mad. Mad at him; mad at myself. i didn't want to hurt him but i had no other choice.

"Yes," I said.