Please don't make me go back

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~Ella Ledger~
      "YOU BITCH, I WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN!!!!" My mom screamed at me as she threw her beer bottle at me, hitting me in the shoulder. She walked away as I started crying, why, why me?? I went in my room to find my only escape, I plugged my earbuds into my phone and played my favorite band, Paramore. Ignorance came on, and I couldn't help but relate.

~Flashback~
     "Now, keep your eye on the ball Ella" My dad throws the ball, and I hit it!!! I bolt to the makeshift 1st base, considering we were playing in my backyard. I was safe and my dad giggled and said "Good job!!!" "Lemonade!!" My mom said sweetly. As we were sitting there sipping our lemonade, my father got a call. "What do you mean I'm fired?!?!" "I think you should go in Ella" After all that, Hell arose, 2 months after that my father and mother became alcoholics and became abusive.
~Ella Ledger~
I remembered that day, I never thought this is how I would end up. I had to do something for myself, I knew I  didn't deserve anything in life, but I did deserve this. I stood up and packed some clothes, makeup, and personal possessions in a suitcase and snook out the window.

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