Cameron's P.O.V.
I left her without a goodbye, it's not like I had a choice though. I couldn't tell her the truth but I wouldn't let myself continue to lie to her. The truth is I was scared. Scared of Jack and scared of hurting her. It wasn't long until I figured out I rather confront Jack than her at this point. So that's what I did, I drove to Jack and Jack's house. It hit me on the way that none of this would have happened if they moved back out here in California. I had completely forgotten about the whole situation then Jack comes and brings the guilt back all over again.
The thoughts made me so angry I hadn't realized I was in front of their house already. And even though I was mad it took everything in me not to drive off and forget everything.
This is for Y/N. This is for Y/N. I thought while walking to the door. As I knocked my heart started to beat really fast. Thank god, Jack Johnson opened the door.
"Hey." I sighed knowing he wouldn't be happy to see me. He didn't respond but he gestured for me to come in. As I walked through the door I realized this was probably one of my dumbest decisions.
"What do you want Cameron." He shook his head in disappointment.
"Look I don't want to be here anymore than you want me here." I got strait.
He crossed his arms.
"Then why don't you leave." He fake grinned.
Even though I knew he was right his attitude still hurt. I remember when we were like brothers to each other and now we can't even have a conversation.
"It's about Y/N okay." I said giving up on going around the actually reason I was here.
He laughed in disguist and looked away. I'm not going to lie he had every right to be mad but I needed to talk to him.
"Well I mostly need to talk to Jack Gilinksy." I admitted.
" Well unlesss you want to get your ass kicked again I don't recommend that." He laughed now sitting next to me.
"I'm serious I don't want to lose her and I'm almost positive that's going to happen unless he tells his side of the story." I spoke sounding sadder than intended.
I could tell he thought about it but I wasn't sure if he was going to make a desicion. I wanted nothing more than my best friend back.
"I don't know what to tell you."he sighed. "Jack didn't want to lose her either but you didn't seem to care about that did you." He put his head down.
His words shocked me even though I knew they weren't fully true. He had to know the truth so he could be on my side.
"He loved her and she only liked him and you guys can't keep blaming me for that." I scoffed quickly regretting it.
He stared at me in disbelief. His eyes turned from anger to hurt instantly.
"Get out Cameron." He spoke demandingly.
"I'm sorr....." He cut me off.
"Get out." He yelled louder. This time I lost all hope in gaining his trust back. I walked over to the door and took one last look at him but he refused to look back. And so I left, more empty than I had arrived. For the first I had hated myself and I knew this would be the last time I would have to go through this.
