My Reflection

F*ck My Reputation

Why would I sacrifice for our love?
I don't care about my name
'Cause I can't stand to see you die
I can't... see you
I can't, I can't

You don't know how much it hurts
It's not just my body, it's my soul
I fake a smile all the time
'Cause if I don't, they won't pay to save your life

I don't care how they see me
They don't suffer like I do
F*ck my reputation
No one really cares anyway

They just follow everyone else
But I can't live without you
I'd die if you were gone
No one ever understood this pain inside

F*ck my reputation
If I save you, it's worth it all
Even if the world turns its back
I'd rather that... than see you fall

If only I was born with gold
I'd never sell my soul to the devil
A dark world full of tears
Where love feels more like a punishment

They call me weak, but weak is not surviving pain
Weak is giving up, walking away
Weak is not dying — that would make them win
Weak is forcing myself to never feel again

I just want to see myself smile
Even if I fake it for a while
Life didn't give me any choice
But I still have my voice

F*ck my reputation
If I save you, it's worth it all
Even if the world turns its back
I'd rather that... than see you fall

F*ck my reputation
I don't care what they say
At the end of this story
Love's the only thing that keeps me safe

Life didn't give me any choice...
But I still have my voice