My Reflection

It's okay

Verse 1

I'm scared and confused
What happened last night should have never happened
.......
... It shouldn't, no

Verse 2
Now I don't know what to do
You don't love me
I'm such a fool, I only met you last night
How did I think you'd love me in a few hours
Me, the romantic lady of meeting
Kissing and licking
Kissing and going down and then you and me

Verse 3
I'm scared
What if the damn pill doesn't work
I never thought that would happen
I think I drank too much, they drugged me
But I remember I said yes
I liked it but why do I feel empty
I became what I swore to destroy
I fell to lust
So much I criticized my father, I'm the same
I want you close but not too close
Let me digest it a little
You said you love my smell
My first time went to hell

Verse 4
It was incredible, you did it so fast
I liked it and then I bled
The price of sin
Now I'm not pure
I'm in serious trouble with my mother and my future husband
Damn it, I want to do it again
I had never seen one before
On the screen they're small
Why do I want to kiss you again
At the same time I wonder what kissing feels like
Because I've never thought while doing it

Verse 5
I want to see you and choke you
Even if you think you're excited
Without air there's no pleasure
My only way out
Hold me tight
You won't leave without giving me back my dignity
It's not fair when you leave and leave

Verse 6
No, it shouldn't have happened
I swore not to watch shows that damage my mind but now what do I do, what do I do
That part of me doesn't want you
Who am I, who are you, me