THAT BREAK-UP (series #1) COMPLETE#Wattys2015

(NINE)

I left him alone there crying.

I just can't help myself to run away with him because he replace me with another girl.

And I hate it so much to think that he didn't go after me.

I'm hurt.

Like I'm gonna explode.

People are right once you were happy with that person there will be times that you encounter bad happenings between you and  with that person in return.

And I'm the one who is suffering that burden.

Like imagine we were so happy back then and that night change everything.

He broke up with me.

And he even don't say a word.

He don't even have the chance to look at me straight into my eyes.

Why am I suffering this?

I am a good girlfriend to him, loving, carefree, and we talk what's our problems in life and we face it.

We together face it to overcome our problems.

But why is that he broke up with me?

Am I not that good for him?

Am I not that person who deserve him?

Am I?

If so, then he must be kidding me.

I fall in love with him so much that I can't take it anymore.

He's the person who shows me what beautiful life is when I'm with him.

He's the person who shows me that there is forever and eternity with him.

He's the person who truly loves me even if I'm not a perfect. Because I do some mistakes and it's normal.

But sad to say were over.

I hate myself for loving him but my heart doesn't cooperate because still my heart admit the fact that he's the one whom I truly loves.

No matter what I say that I don't love him anymore, Still I don't have a power to erase my feelings to him.

He's my first to everything.

He's the only guy that I love.

But its hurts me the fact that we just broke up with his another girl.

And I hate that.

I hate him.

I am hurt.

I taught he loves me but why sis he broke up with me?

I taught that he will going to marry me if the time goes by.

But it's not going to happen now, because were over.