After the show

Concert is over

Cheers faded away. Clapping went quiet and lights turned off. A great concert just ended, thousands of fans left the stadium and the exhausted performers left to rest in their hotel bedrooms. Faint goodbyes, and wishes for a good night could be heard in the hallways while everyone parted ways.

-Oh here it is!- said a brunette singer with now tired eyes as he found their bedroom door, fan screaming still buzzed his ears, he slid the keycard, opening the door, -I'm tired- the silver haired guitarist said as he walked into the darkness holding one of his precious guitars, -Can't you wait for me to turn off the light at least, JungMo?- the singer asked with a chuckle as he walked into the room and locked the door, he placed over a nearby table the other guitar he was carrying for his partner before creeping up behind the distracted musician who seemed to play with his cellphone.

-Long time passed since we've given such a big concert...- Jay whispered into JungMo's ear as he gently caressed his waist, making the other moan softly, -Its true, years passed since our last concert but is really nice to see the love we still get from fans- the silver haired musician said softly as he put away his cellphone on the night table before turning around, locking lips with Jay, who kissed him back lustfully. Slowly, the California-raised singer came closer and his caresses were becoming bolder, threatening to take JungMo's shirt off but he was softly stopped, -Jay wait..- he asked as he took the other's hands into his,-But JungMo!- the other complained flustered as he started kissing the guitarist's jaw line, -I-I'm really tired...let's leave it for later, please...- JungMo begged timidly as he resisted to moan.

-But...I can't really resist now, how about a quickie? - Jay suggested with a naughty smile as he leaned JungMo to the bed, his adrenaline was still really high...and so was his libido. JungMo just sighed with resignation.

-OK...I'll let you...if I'm on top- replied JungMo staring at Jay, -Perfect!- the singer replied without paying much attention as he continued kissing the other's skin, -I said on top- emphasized the musician as he pinned the older one under him, surprising him, the message just sinked in. –You..on top?- he slowly asked and JungMo smiled as he could see the vocalist's shy expression. JungMo leaned gently over Jay and kissed his lips as he caressed the other's chest, slowly taking off his clothes. Jay moaned softly, almost melodiously with every physical expression of love and desire he was receiving.

After the intimate moment, the duet laid together on the bed, The silver haired musician kept stroking the singer's silky brunette locks who was cuddling by his side, -It as my first time actually...- he confessed in a whisper with a pained smile, -Are you OK?- JungMo asked worriedly, -Don't worry..Your first time was the same, wasn't it?- Jay said softly, knowing the reason behind his bodily pain which was once mixed with intense pleasure. Once comfortable, Jay's hazel eyes went from JungMo's sleeping figure to the ceiling. Images and memories stormed his head as a melancholic sigh escaped from him.

-Jay..what's wrong?- JungMo asked still facing the wall, -I was just remembering...a lot of stuff- Jay answered with avoidance, -Like what?- Jungmo asked smiling, wanting the singer to open up to him, -The fans...the concert...how awesome would it be with Min Woo and JungWoo playing with us...how fun were those times when we were four...now the stage feels so lonely- the brunette confessed, still facing the ceiling so the guitarist couldn't see the sadness in his expression. –Jay..- Jungmo whispered softly as he hugged the older male, -Sorry...don't mind me, I shouldn't talk about these things...- Jay apologized. So much pressure and loneliness lied on those shoulders, the price for being the leader.

-I'm not leaving you, no matter TRAX stops existing, no matter the company disbands us...I won't leave you- JungMo said seriously as he gently made the singer to face him. –I mean it...I won't leave you...the bond between us goes beyond being bandmates- he whispered, and as a replied Jay smiled quietly.

-That's why you're such a good writer, your lyrics are so tender...unlike the songs I write- Jay commented looking aside, -But who said your songs aren't beautiful?, They're full of feelings!- JungMo said sitting up on the bed, -I make people cry...they feel sad...you bring joy and love- the singer said softly, a light wetness could be seen on one of his cheeks, he cried. JungMo's heart ached, he had no idea about what his partner was going through, -You know...- The musician started as he stroked Jay's cheek, drying away any tears left, -Our fans...everybody, including me, feel the songs we write, not because they might be melancholic they're less worthy, you have to have a soul to turn sorrow into joy just like you do and...- he said and took a deep breath, -My lyrics...Wouldn't be anything without your angel voice..is your voice what makes everybody feel all these songs...without you...they would be only letters on paper- JungMo finally said smiling as a tear ran down his cheek.

-Saranghe JungMo...- was the reply.

End.

**'Saranghe' (사랑해) means 'I love you' in a very intimate tone, its derived from 사랑하다 (sarang-hada: to love).