Please don't kill me! I'm so sorry about leaving you guys here for months without a update. My life has been pretty hectic lately, and I haven't been motivated to write anymore. I started this book when I was around 14 and I'm now 18. I haven't given up! It may take a while for updates but I pinky promise I will finish this book!
Amanda seyfried as Becky Green
I tried my best not to say anything to him. I tried to keep my anger at bay but I just couldn't. There he was again, eating that bitch face off. After school today I decided to just ignore them both but it was hard, very hard. So here I am tapping my feet impatiently against the floor boards in the kitchen figuring out how I could talk to him without lashing out and slicing his ears off.
What a very amazing image there, Autumn. Eliza sneered wanting to come out and take actions in her own hands. That was defiantly a big no. If my wolf takes control she won't be very nice about things. Of fucking course I wont! I'd hurt that hoebag!
Ignoring her, I continued to play with my melted strawberry ice cream with my spoon. I've been sitting here in the kitchen listening to a few kids run around screaming and yelling for about an hour. Didn't they learn not to run around causing this much noise?
"What's with that face?" A smile immediately made it way onto my lips as I heard my mom's voice. Glancing up from my ice cream my eyes connected to her hazel brown ones. She strolled over to the fridge, pulling out a couple things to make dinner and raised an eyebrow at my silently figure. "Nothing," I sighed, starring around the pink melted cream.
"I'm your mom Autumn. I know when there's something going on with my kid." A smile tugged at her lips as she chopped tomatoes glancing at me ever so often.
"Well." I dragged out. "I kind of...you know found my mate." I chirped, feeling my cheeks heat up. "and we hate one another."
"Autumn!" mom gasped, swaying a big wooden spoon around. "what do you mean you hate each other? why?"
"He's an asshole mom, seriously," she rose and eyebrow at my sudden out burst, sighing she ditched her cooking and took a seat next to me. "He's your mate honey, I'm sure you guys don't hate one another."
I couldn't help but feel like she was right. Did I still hate Greyson? no. I mean I couldn't. We weren't destined to hate one another - we're supposed to love each other. We're mates. "Who is this lucky guy?"
"That question will be answered another time, you better get to cooking. The pack can't feed its self you know." my mom was the best cook in our pack. She loved cooking, it's her specialty. Our pack isn't like normal packs around the USA. Everyone with low ranks weren't treated like shit. They were treated with respect like everyone else.
People around all had their own jobs. High rank or low rank. My mom's was cooking. My dad, the trainer of Nights pack also helped around, basically all adults had a job to keep our pack together and safe. "Okay, whatever you say. But just remember, you can't hate your mate. You're going to love him even if you don't want to."
I don't want to.
But I wanted to let him know a few things; like how I wanted to beat his ass if he and Becky did anymore sexual events!
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I really needed to talk to Grey right now. Walking upstairs to his room I banged my hand lightly on the door. The door was pulled open by a half naked Becky. Didn't I tell her to stay the hell away? I think so. "What do you want?" she sneered, with a smirk on her face.
"I want you to get the fuck out!" yelling, I felt my eyes turn black. My wolf was coming out and she wasn't happy. "You can't tell me what to do!" she yelled back. A voice behind her made tingles go down my spin.
"But I can. Get out, Becky." serves her right. Ignoring Becky's shocked face my eyes snapped onto Greyson's. This bitch is dead-meat! I will grill his bones, and bake his skin!
Okay, enough with my cool-fucking-imagination, it will have to return some other time when I'm not pissed the fuck off!
Becky eyes widen with shock as she stared at an emotionless Greyson. His dark wet hair was ruffled everywhere as water dripped onto his rock hard chest making his abs glisten. He only had a towel wrapped around his waist making my cheeks heat up and my heart rate speed. Damn he's hot!
Becky looked lost so I thought I should help her. "Didn't you hear him? leave." her blue eyes connected with mine, anger flashed through them as she walked out pushing me in the process. Rolling my eyes I glanced back at Grey only to see a smirk on his pink luscious lips. "I don't want you seeing her again." I gritted out - gosh, I'm turning into a possessive witch.
That's bad.
Greyson raised a eyebrow, and leaned against his door frame as a smirk plastered onto his lips. Geez, how hot could a person get!? "Is that so. What made you thing you could order me around? I'm going to be your Alpha soon."
"I don't give a shit if you were going to be the president of United States. I don't want you to see her again, got it?" Greyson nodded holding up his hands in surrender. "Yes ma'am."
"Good. Listen Grey I really need to talk to you." Greyson's eyes turned darker for some unknown reason. I his eyes held something I couldn't quite name. Was it lust, or am I bullshitting? nah It couldn't be, my mind is playing clue tricks on me. "I'm listening."
Okay, here goes nothing.
"I-I just w-wanted to tell you I-I don't. I mean, I don't h-hate you anymore, but I don't forgive you neither, just I'm done, with everything, I want to start over!" I stuttered. I wasn't the type of person to talk about my feelings so this was very hard to say. I just wanted him to know I'm moving on, forgetting the past and focusing on the future.
Some might call me crazy, but fuck their opinion, they could shove it up their assholes for all I cared. Greyson was my mate, and I couldn't deny the pull I had towards him. Yet saying this didn't mean he and I was suddenly going to be a 'kissy-kissy'. I just wanted to start over.
Everything that happened to us is now pushed back out of my mind. We were kids. "Is that so? so what now, you love me? do little Autumn Stone love Greyson Parker?" he teased making me blush. Glancing down I noticed his towel was hanging a little to low. This guy seriously has the body of a greek god.
"N-no I don't love you. Psh no." his face held what looked like pain before he dismissed it with a laugh that made my knees go weak. "Good, because I don't love you neither."
That stung.
I wanted to punch a hole in the wall and burry him in it. "Great." and with that I turned to walk away from him before he could see the hurt expression in my eyes.
You will love me Greyson Parker, I'll make sure of it. Cue my awkwardness! I mean come on I didn't mean for it to sound so...you know creepy.
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Heartless Alpha
Werewolf"I'm not heartless, Autumn. My heart beats for you and for you only." Greyson pushed himself on me more and placed a ghost kiss on my cheek before letting me go and walking away, leaving me speechless. What the fuck just happened!?