Drunken Pain

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MATURE CONTENT

KAMDANS POV

She climbs onto my lap and kisses me with aggressive force, she takes off my shirt and kisses my body intimately as I let one of my moans slip away.

"I thought you'd never figure out , Christ Kamdan , I've missed you so much I needed you so badly." She says as I nibble on her neck again and she digs her nails into me.

"I never thought I'd see you again , and here you are trying to kill me ." I say as she licks to my neck until she reaches my torso.

"Not kill baby." , she says as she takes off the rest of my clothing.

"Pleasure."

She says as she goes down on me and looks at me with passionate eyes, the feeling I have my anger is replaced by the alcohol taking over my heart and brain , it hasn't felt like this since the first time.

She goes faster, making me forget all of my problems, making me forget she's trying to kill me, making me forget all of the pain,

Making me forget I felt alone.

I bring her back up to me and guide my tongue down to her from her neck to the part where her pants are restricting me from.

"Let's get these off alright.?" I say as I nibble her neck again.

"Anything for you.", she says as she moans into my ear.

I take off her gear and her pants and look into my dresser for a condom.

" Remember, you said I get to do it from now on ." she says bringing up memories of the past

She slides the condom on to my skin and motions me to come here.

"Wait .!" She says and look at me with eyes that say "take me." She whispers into my ear and makes my blood ignite from 3 words.

"Don't. Be. Gentle She says which makes me yearn for her more and pulls me in for a kiss as I put myself inside of her.

"Kamdan .!" She says as I pull her on top of me and we remember the past as we ride in one motion, she moans in my ear and picks up her pace , trying to get me to force out my moans.

"London, oh my god." I say as I clutch on to her hoping she doesn't leave again.

"Kamdan , I'm gonna oh my god don't stop , I'm Gonna --." She interrupts her sentence with a long scream that makes me aware that she finished.

She looks at me with eyes that says she's hungry for more passion and aggression.

"Now it's your turn baby." She says as she gets from my lap and takes the condom off of me and goes down on me once more.

"Your mine do you hear me .? Your mine no one else's , I can only make the pain go away." She says to me and continues going back down.

"London" I moan as I finish from her lips once again.

We lay back into to bed , as I pull the covers up and she lays right next to me and hold me tightly.

"I haven't seen you in so long where have you been .?" I say as I hold her close.

"I told you I'd be watching you, I said I'd never leave." She says and it makes me hug her tighter.

"I was so alone when you left.. " I say as she looks at me with watery eyes.

"I know.. I couldn't help you Kamdan, it was just I couldn't go past my training to see you it's forbidden , hell sleeping with you is forbidden.. It just felt right.. It felt like--." I interrupt her sentence.

"Home." I say as I look at her.

FLASHBACK.

Age 15:Kamdan

Age 16:London

"Your moving .!?" I say as I walk up to her in confusion and sadness.

"Yes , he's taking me to some academy for me to be in control of my powers and to be respectful. I'm not going I don't care what the hell he says." London says referring to her father.

"What does he even mean.? Powers .? An academy.? It's too much to even think about , my only friend is leaving and now I don't know what to do.

"Well maybe there's someway we can stop you from leaving
?" I say looking for hope.

"No we move on Thursday.. " but maybe we could do something else.?" She says with a little smile.

"We could hangout before I go and drink my dad's wine in his cabinets.? it could be my going away party.! " she says with excitement in her voice.

"Don't you want to have a party with your tons of friends .? I'm sure it'd be better with them." I say as I look down at myself.

"I don't care about that or them , I want you to be there and that's it thats all I need." She says while she sees me blushing my cheeks.

It's 10:00 P.M I sneak over to London's house and knock on her window.

"Hey bout time you showed slow poke." She says as she opens her window. He's working nights again.?" I say as I sit on her bed.

"Yeah 10:00 to 6:00 , the usual." she says going over to her dad's cabinet.

"So, you ready or what.?" She says as we both take our first shot of liquor together, it goes down smooth and then comes back up and burns my throat.

"Don't be such a baby ." she laughs and brings the bottle and our 2 cups up to her room.

"I'm gonna miss you when I leave Kay." She says leaving me in shock and face red.

"I'll miss you too London it isn't gonna be the same without you here. " I say as I look into my cup with sad eyes. "I'll still visit don't worry I'll be back and I can visit most likely don't worry." She says kissing my cheeks.

London , just kissed me a first kiss, holy shit.

"I .. Uhm what was that for .?" I say nervously rubbing my arm.

"Your cute when your stammering over me." She says bringing my lips to mine.

She kissed me again, oh my gosh. Dont freak out Kay its probably just a complimentary kiss.

"Will you miss me.?" She says rubbing my lap as she kisses my cheek again. This isn't complimentary.

She actually likes me.

"Do you want to try something before I leave .?" She says as she takes off her shirt.

PRESENT DAY.

"We were so scared that day holy shit ." she says and laughs I laugh with her.

"Remember when we thought you heard your dad and we broke the bottle of liquor. "I say with a heavy laugh.

"Shut up .! I was so freaked out I thought he bust through the door.!" She says hugging me and looking back up at me.

"And here we are now, she says with a chuckle I told you I'd come back , I meant it." She says with a serious face and kisses me.

"I was waiting on the day I saw your car pull up by my driveway, school got harder without friends then they came along ya know.?" I say holding her again.

"Well tell them your still mine." she says and laughs,I chuckle right by her.

"So what now .? What do we do .? Will I ever see you again at all.? " I say and my words reminds me from when we were little.

"For now Kamdan we rest and wait cause right now I'm really tired and exhausted, how about we drink some more then pass out and sleep.?" She says pulling me In with a kiss.

"Your right maybe I'm overreacting." I say and grab my cup.

"But come with me.? " I say before she sleeps.

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