Arranged marriage:b.e (g!p reader)

Chapter 17

Billie pov:

I wake up groaning loudly. I look to my left seeing Jay. Ugh he's so annoying but so fine.

Ngl it kinda turns me on when he yells at me.. yk what ima just shut up.

Jay stirs and opens his eyes and catches me staring at me. I quickly look away. He groans and gets up stretching.

"Fuck" he yawns. I look down seeing a huge bulge  in his sweatpants.

He looks at me confused and then looks at what I was staring at and he blushes and turned red. "Oh shit" he runs to the bathroom

I laugh to myself. I then get a text from someone.

Oh shit. It's from Brandon what the fuck.

                                           Brandon

Hey.. so like.. I'm so sorry
for that night that happened
at the party.. I was so drunk
And over myself.. I didn't
Remember not even the
Day after the party.. one of
My friends told me what
Had happened. I'm so sorry
Baby. Please forgive me. I'm
Not like that you know this. I'm sorry
Beautiful.

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I read the full text. What.. so he was drunk the whole time?

Fuck.

I do really like him..

Idk if I should forgive him or not.. fuck.

                                        Brandon
       
                                             I forgive you..

                                              I know you're a good person.

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Fuck I'm scared what if I made a mistake. No I didn't..

Jay came back from the bathroom "sorry" he laughed "it's okay" I chuckle softly

I'm not gonna even tell Jay cause I know he's going to get mad as fuck.

I sigh and continue texting Brandon. I laugh at a few messages he sends.

Jay sits next to me and plays the tv.

Me and Jay are like very bipolar towards each other. We hate and have a soft spot for eachother it's so weird. Like sometimes I wish he would just stay out my life but sometimes I wish we had a family with 2 kids and our very own house.

I know it would never happen and I honestly feel like I'm booking up with these other guys because I know I like him and I try and to forget about him and the feelings.

He's honestly a very good guy. I really do like him. But I like other guys too. And he likes Mckayla and other girls.

I sigh and put my phone down watching the tv with him.

I then sigh and turn to him "hey.."

He turned to look at me "hey" he smiled softly

"I just wanted to say I'm sorry.. I know I've been very harsh to you and you don't deserve that" I look down

He smiles "it's okay and I'm sorry too for clashing out on you last night."

"It's okay and again I am sorry can we just like.. start new as friends.."

"Sure" he smiles softly

I smile at him and chuckle "ugh I feel like a dick"

He laughs "don't worry I do too."

I smile and laugh

I feel like we could really become very good friends. I think the way of getting through that is all these people we fuck around with.

But shit I need someway of dick.

I seriously can't go a week without it it's ACTAULLY bad and kinda sad ngl.