I'm not into you. Gxg lesbian

Sleep with me?

I was current backstage about to watch Demi's show. I'm actually still thinking of what she meant by it's a date. I kinda hope she meant it in a friendly way because I don't want to get with her, Well I do.. But she might not be over Wilmer and I don't want to be used again. I may as well relax and enjoy the show.
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I feel so hyped! I feel like I've been drugged in a good way! Demi is sweating but that doesn't stop her from hugging me, it's not even gross.. Which scares me because I'm a bit of a germ freak.

I felt Demi grab my hang and drag me into her dressing room, I guess for most girls this is a fantasy.. I have to keep my mind out of the gutter.

"I was wondering if you wanted to have a sleepover so we could go to your parents BQQ tomorrow?" I didn't think she'd actually come to that.

"I said I would so I'm going. I wouldn't miss it for the world." Why do I say things out loud? Do I need to be tested for something? Because this happens a lot. Way too often actually.

"I would but I told my sister I would look after Ashton tonight, you could sleep at my house as well ?" I feel five again.

"Awh! Yes! Yes! Yes! That cutie will be there! How could I not? I would have invited myself anyway. I'm kidding but.. I love him." Everyone loves him me especially though!

"He's everyone's favourite." I did a fake pout, I like to have a laugh.

"Your a close second like really close.." She let her hair down, Demi is so beautiful, like unbelievably beautiful.

"Well thanks." I've noticed recently that Demi doesn't like her body, I see the little disgusted faces she pulls in the mirror when she sees herself. How can someone that pretty feel like that?

"What are you looking at? Do I have something on my face?" Oh damn. I just have been staring.

"I was just thinking your really pretty Demi." WHY! Jesus Christ. WHY!

"Awhhhh thanks! You're beautiful." She hugs me, literally I have no air left inside my body.

I felt like saying no I'm not. But I know Demi, she argue and say I was perfect.

"Well thanks Demi." I swear she was blushing or maybe it's just me.

"We better go now, I hate being famous sometimes."

"Hey me too, but it has it's perks."
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"DemiDemiDemiDemiDemiDemi." I'm really bored. I'm just sitting in my house which I haven't been here in like 2 weeks. Ashton is asleep.
"Yesy?" Awh she's so cute.
"HAYLEY WILLIAMS IS ON TV NO WAY."
"I don't understand what you see in her." LEAVE.
"She's a goddess sent from above with orange hair, what is not to love about her." Demi just looked away.

"I mean she's hot, but like." Wait what..

"But... She's perfect and you have no dirt on her." Demi just laughed nervously.

"I need to marry her." I know in reality it wouldn't happen because she's taken but I'll keep wishing.

"She's taken. I always thought brunettes were your type." Oh.

"Well I don't have a type, like if we connect I just know. Ya know? Like I judge on personality and interests. I'm weird like that."

"That's really cheesy and cute." That basically describing me jokes.

"Thanks I'm here all week. Literally."

"Thanks for inviting me to stay for the whole week your the best." Her smile gets me in some kind of way. My stomach hurts.

"Of course Demi. Anytime, you'd have to put up with paramore playing 24/7." I love paramore honestly.

"I love Paramore. We should live together one day." That's a really good idea.

"Yes! But that paps might find that weird..." They would think we were dating or something.

"True, oh well. Fuck them." I love swearing especially when Demi does it. I'm a sucker for anything she does.

"Obviously." I can't help but laugh.

"Ooooo ELLEN!" Demi's obviously a fan Ellen is hilarious!

"Speaking of Ellen. I'm thinking about coming out to the world next week.. My management doesn't think it's a good idea, apparently it looks bad on my image.." Demi's face just drops.. She seems so sad. I told her I was bi before right?

"Is their a reason like are you seeing somebody.." Pft single life forever.

"Not that I know of. Well at least not yet, hopefully when me and Jen go to clubs and stuff. But I just feel like I can't keep the secret anymore." She must understand right?
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Demi's POV
"I thought I was gay once, I was at my meet and greet..." I don't know what to say. Why did I say that. I'm obviously in love with her. I get so defensive.

"So.. What happened?" What happened? Nothing that's the thing.

"I didn't act or anything.. I didn't know how." I still don't know how to handle these emotions.

"Oh, I'll help you find her? Wait.. That would take forever." Believe me, it would take less time then she thinks.

"Hmm, I had Wilmer anyway. Girls are confusing." I'm so glad I'm not with him, I felt unfaithful when I would look at Alex.. Sometimes I would check her out, or look at her butt... Okay... I'm scaring myself on a whole new level.

"True, girls are confusing." I shoved a fry in my mouth just so I wouldn't talk.

"Like, hopefully I find my true love, you too though Demi, you'll find him and he'll be the luckiest guy on the entire planet." HER WAY WITH WORDS.

"I hope you do too." I smiled at her, I can't wait to go sleep.

"We should sleep Alex, I'm so tired." I can't keep my eyes open.

"Do you want to sleep in the guest room or do what we did last time?" I would rather sleep with you.

"Okay, but I move around and I don't want to hurt you I'll be careful not to move around." My brain hates me at 1am.

We both got into bed, I really love her covers.

"Alex.. You know your my favourite and I love you sososososo much...."

"Yes Demi, I'll get the light don't worry." It's like she read my mind.

The light went out, and I felt her climb into bed....

I decided to face her, she was just scrolling through her phone.

"What are you going?" I made her jump a little oopys.

"I'm just talking to Ashley, she says hi." Who's Ashley.

"Oh, who's Ashley?" I actually wanted to voice that, finally something positive happens with my brain.

"She's my friend, who may or may not be in love with you." I mean I don't see how.

"I'm flatted." I couldn't help but laugh, I actually can't stop. I can't breath. I'm choking.

"Demi are you okay?" She kinda chuckled.

"I'm just peachy... Umm this might be a weird question.. But will you sleep with me." Okay I hate sleeping in new places. I just realised how that sounded.

"Um... I'm flattered but.. Ummm.. I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be the best choice." I love it when she gets embarrassed. She's so cute.
"I meant like hold me?"

"Oh.. Um.. Sure how?" I decided to drag her arm around my waist. I'm really comfortable and safe around her.

"It's pretty simple." I giggled.

"So basically we're spooning." Well pretty much I just didn't want to label it.

"Well yeah.. Kinda.." I'm really embarrassed now.

"Okay, Well night." Can she just try something with me? I'm not begging or anything...

"I love you night." Why do I embarrass myself.

"I love you too Dem's" hopefully it's in the same way.