Fat? (Xiuhan fan fiction)

"I should lose weight"

When Xiumin woke up in the morning, he didn't want to go and practice, he didn't want to go and eat, he didn't want to do anything. He just wanted to stay in bed.

"Come on Xiumin, let's go!" Luhan says in a smile, wiggling Xiumin shoulder and Xiumin groaned as he got up.

Once Xiumin was fully dressed and ready, the manager had told them their schedule, saying how they would be practicing for half the day, and in the afternoon they had another concert.

All the members nod meaning they understood and went to the practice room.

Once everyone was in the practice room, practicing as hard as they could, Xiumin was trying his best to be as in sync with everyone else, so much so that he was sweating even more than everyone else.

"Xiumin, you okay, you're sweating like crazy" Lay asks, giving Xiumin a cloth to wipe his sweat with.

As Lay had given Xiumin the cloth, Xiumin took it quietly as he says "t-thanks" wiping his sweat away.

Even though everyone sweats when they work too hard, Xiumin was taking Lay saying he was sweating too much as something else. He thought Lay was saying that since he's sweating so much he looked like a pig.

Xiumin's head started twisting people's words on their own, that's how he kept thinking he was fat, and sure he was a little on the chubby side, but it was nothing so big that he had to lose weight for.

As Xiumin finished practice with the EXO-M members, Luhan started teaching Xiumin more Chinese, so that when they went back to China, he would be better at speaking it.

In the middle of Luhan teaching Xiumin, Luhan then asks "Xiumin...are you okay?"

Xiumin looks up at Luhna little confused, giving him a confused expression and Luhan noticed, then saying "you've stopped talking...not that you don't talk at all...but you're starting to talk less and less ever since our debut...are you okay?"

Xiumin looked down, not wanting to say anything as he shook his head saying "I think I've learned enough for today...I'll leave now" Xiumin says, getting up and walking back to his room.

As Xiumin walked back into his room the first thing he did was lie down on his bed. He didn't want to do anything, but the manager then calls out from down the hall "whoever didn't take their shower yet, do it now...we have to go to the concert hall in an hour."

As Xiumin heard that he deeply sighed as he got up, got his clothes and a towel and headed to the washroom to take a shower.

As Xiumin got into the washroom, no one else was in the there either so he was happy about that.

He then started to take off his clothes and headed into the shower, turning on the water and washing his body.

The reason why Xiumin hated taking a shower so much, was because he had to look at his body, the body he never wanted, the body he was cursed with...the person he had become.

He was forced to stare at his imperfections and hated it, so much so that he usually started crying whenever he took a shower.

The good thing that Xiumin learned was that no one hears you crying in the shower, that was the only advantage on taking a shower for Xiumin, that...and you get clean.

With Xiumin having to wash his body was the hardest part. He was fine with washing his hair, but his body was a different story.

He always cringed when he got to his stomach and to his thighs. He hated his stomach and thighs the most, they were both parts of his body that he hated.