Something's up.

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Warning: in this chapter it talks a tiny bit about eating disorders, but not too much.

Everyone was crowding around Xiumin and once Xiumin woke up, everything was blurry around him but as he blinked everything became clear.

"Xiumin, are you alright?" Luhan asks, looking at him, concerned.

Xiumin then tried getting up but a rush of pain then went to his head and he held it as he sat up.

"Hyung, you should rest" Lay says, looking at him, upset.

Xiumin shook his head meaning no and says "its nice that you're concerned Lay, but I'm actually fine."

"No you're not!" Luhan says, looking at Xiumin in a glare, trying to be intimidating but he was very worried for him.

Xiumin looked at Luhan surprised and then looked down, saying "I am...stop saying I'm not..."

"What, do you want me to tell everyone, because I will! This is getting out of hand Xiumin, you even fainted!" Luhan exclaims.

"Tell us what?" Tao asks, looking back from Luhan to Xiumin, confused.

Xiumin bit his bottom lip as he says "don't..."

Luhan kept giving Xiumin the same intimidating glare and Xiumin couldn't help but look at Luhan with pleading eyes, meaning for him not to tell the other members.

"Tell us, now we want to know" Chen says, looking at Luhan.

Luhan looked at Xiumin and then looked back at the four other members as he says "well..."

With Luhan saying that Xiumin couldn't bare to hear Luhan telling the other members and rushed out of the room.

As everyone saw Xiumin rushing out of the room, Luhan was shocked the most as he says to himself "I wasn't actually going to tell them..."

"You weren't?!" Kris asks and Luhan then awkwardly chuckled.

"Yeah...sorry guys, its something personal about Xiumin...I just thought if I intimidated him a bit, he'd stop what he's doing." Luhan explains.

"What's he doing?" Lay asks, curiously.

"Nothing...don't worry about it" Luhan says, then leaving the practice room himself.

Meanwhile with Xiumin he locked himself into the dorm's bathroom and staid in there, on the verge of tears.

"They know now...they all know..." Xiumin thought to himself, starting to get even more upset just thinking about it.

Xiumin couldn't get off the toilet and leave the washroom because he was scared of how much his members were going to judge him.

"You think about yourself like that, you're not even wrong."

"Now I know why you're working so hard...you should try working harder if you want to lose all that."

"You're already ugly enough as it is. Leave it be."

Xiumin kept picturing his fellow EXOM members saying things like that and it made him even more upset, letting a single tear fall down his cheek.

With all the pressure Xiumin was putting on himself, he was feeling a little nauseas as he got off the toilet and he made himself throw up into it.

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