Why There Have Been No Updates

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Hey...

The reason there have been no updates is because #1 no one reads this, and #2,

I'm being bullied. I am being bullied by my own friend. She and her little clique at school target me to bully and leave out of things. They call me stupid, fat, bitch, whore, all that. Normally I don't break easily, but now they're getting to me. I'm not clean this month. In fact, someone I don't even like caught me... Well.... Cutting myself. I was in the gym, slowly but roughly moving my mechanical pencil along my wrist. When I looked up and made brief eye contact with this guy. I looked down at my red, scratched up wrist, and back at the guy. He gave me this evil smirk then made this note in his phone, and then looked away. But the bullies are getting to me.

The bullies are getting to me...

The only thing that takes my mind off this, is basically playing video games on my laptop and making up stories for the people I create. I just feel so alone, empty, I just need someone... All my friends are ignoring my texts and phone calls... I'm breaking...

I'm breaking..

I'm broken.

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