Kidnapped By One Direction (A LouisTomlinson/OneDirection love story)

Chapter 13

(WARNING: There is self harm in this part and if its triggering dont read it just skip it)

Louis P.O.V

I'm so glad to have Chantelle back. I really need her..After my "break down" I feel so ashamed with myself. I ruin everything..I don't know what has gotten into me. I could've almost just lost her.

What's wrong with you Louis?

Everything..

You wanna know what's your fault?

EVERYTHING.

Calling her bad names before, kidnapping her, her and Harry kissing, sleeping with the slut, the accident, the argument we just had. It's ALL YOUR FAULT LOUIS.

This is why everyone hated you before..and told you to go die. That's right Louis. Just..kill yourself they said.. Your worthless they said..waste of space. You don't deserve to be alive they said.

Well..maybe their wishes will come true.

I got up off the couch and saw the lads and Chantelle. She smiled at me and came over hugging me. I looked into her beautiful hazel eyes and pressed my lips to hers.

I pulled away smiling, even though that's not how I feel, and walked into the bathroom. I slammed the door closed and locked it.

Don't do this Louis..

Why shouldn't I? I ruin everything and everything is my fault. I felt tears pouring down my face as I opened the door and pulled out a razor.

Don't..

Yes..

No..

Shut up thoughts! You know nothing.. I shook off the thoughts and held it to my wrist..right where the veins were. I pressed down hard and looked down seeing bright red blood oozing out of my wounds. I winced in pain and cut the other wrist.

My mind was becoming blurry. I suddenly started to lose my hearing and eyesight. Everything was becoming blurry. Like I had taken drugs or something..

I heard faint screaming and yelling. Then banging of doors.

"LOUIS? LOUIS!" I heard her scream. She was probably screaming louder considering I can't see anything or hear anything well. I could feel more and more blood come out. I then heard a door slam open. I could hear y heart beating and looked up seeing the lads and Chantelle with wide eyes.

"Oh my god LIAM CALL 999! Holy shit..Louis WHY?!" Chantelle screamed running over and kneeling by me. She took my hand and looked at me with sad and wide eyes. I could see faint tears coming down her cheeks. I felt a tear come down mine as I saw paramedics come into the bathroom. They pulled me into a gurny and put on a breathing mask around my face.

All I could think about was what I had done. I need to see her and kiss her soft lips. I need to hug her and cuddle with her. I need her to be here for me.

The paramedics pulled me into the ambulance and I saw some of the lads come into the ambulance. I couldn't see Chantelle though.

"W-Where is she?" I asked faintly.

"We didn't want her to see you like this. So she's driving with Zayn." It was Harrys voice. I nodded and saw a faint body. It was Harry and Liam in the ambulance with me.

All of a sudden I blacked out.

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Chantelles P.O.V

I sat there..shocked. In the car with Zayn and Niall. I sat there...shocked at what just happened.

Why would Louis do that? Did he really think it was his fault to the point of suicide? I shuddered at the thought and shook my head. I looked out the window. I could feel Liam looking at me.

"You okay?" He asked. I sighed and nodded. Even though i wasn't. But just a simple nod didn't prove I was okay.

"No your not.." He added and turned his gaze back to the road. I shook my head and could feel tears stinging in my eyes. All of a sudden those built up tears burst and they were pouring Down my face. I leaned my head on the windowsill as we were driving to the hospital.

All I could think and ask myself if Louis was okay. Was he alive? Was he on the verge of death when we found him? Was he dying?

Shut up mind and stop asking questions. Of course Louis will be okay. He'll be fine..he's Louis. I know Louis. Louis is very strong and brave.

I just have to think of the good things that happened.

Like when Louis and the lads kidnapped me. I wouldn't be here right now if they didn't. I'm glad I have Louis. Because I wouldn't wish or ask for anything else in my life. And of course to have 5 amazing best friends in my life.

I then thought about when Louis and I kissed. Every time we kissed it felt like heaven. Like I never wanted to pull away from that moment. His sweet soft lips against mine felt perfect.

When he first kissed me. The kiss had..sparks in it. Like Louis and I were made for each other. I love him Sooo much. I honestly don't know what I'd do without him.

As we arrived at the hospital I bolted inside the entrance. I ran to the front desk in desperate search for Louis.

"I'm here to see Tomlinson?" I asked the woman. She looked at her computer and nodded.

"Mr. Tomlinson is in the process of getting his stitches right now. I'm sure he will be okay by tomorrow." She gave me a weak smile and motioned me to sit in the waiting room chairs. I gave her a weak smile and proceeded to walk over to the chairs. I say down by the lads and waited.

Waited for the moment Louis came out of that room. All healed and better. Stitched up like nothing ever happened. I want to forget this day..and just think about the positive things.

I closed my eyes and shook away my thoughts about Louis' incident today.

I then fell into a deep sleep.