Help Me

maybe, just maybe....

Hi my name is Serena. I'm 16 with black hair and light hazel eyes. I'm 5'6, I love to sing, dance, and read. I absolutely love seafood and hydrangea's are my favorite flower. Did I mention I have a twin brother, Tyler. He hates me, everyone does. He's got Black hair like me, and light brown eyes. He's 6'. A whole head taller than me. He laughs at me, we don't talk, him and his friends bully me. The whole school does, but it's alright I get through it. Most of the time.

I was walking home through the back of the school in the ally way like usual when I was cornered by these men "hey baaaaby." his words slurred, great their drunk. "Let me go. " I said firmly, "Why babe? We could have some fun. " he grabbed my arm, tears starting lining my eyes, "Please just let me go." My demeanor was slipping and i started to tremble. I tried pulling away, but his grip abruptly pulled me towards him. "Your not going anywhere bitch. You're ganna be a good fuck." He sneered, I whimpered as the group laughed. The man ripped my shirt off, and I burst out crying "shut up! " he growled and slapped me while touching me. I sobbed and sobbed until he threw me on the ground and kicked me , punched me. I cried as he picked me up again, and ripped my jeans. Tears flooded me 'this is it. I'm ganna get raped.'

I closed my eyes, and prepared for the impact but nothing came. My eyes slowly opened afraid of what I might see, but to my surprise I see Tyler beating them all up. I quickly scrambled from the dead man into a corner rocking myself back forth. my panic attack stopped as I felt arms wrap around me, and my shoulder dampen. I looked up to see Tyler. His shoulders were shaking, and his grip tightened. "Tyler?" I asked hoarsely, "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry! I should have stuck up for you. I should have protected you like mom and dad wanted me to. I'm so sorry. "
He sobbed, my tears broke again and I pulled him close slowly rubbing his hair. "It's alright Tyler your here now, I wasn't hurt. " I assured him ,but he just cried. 'Did he actually care? Did I finally have my brother back?' my thought process was interrupted as I was lifted bridal style into his arms, he smiled at me "let's go home. I'm ganna take care of you." and with that I was carried home.

At home.....

I was laying on my bed as he fixed up my cuts, and bruises. I winced as he swiped my cheek cut with rubbing alcohol "Sorry" he murmured and rubbed my cheek with his thumb. I closed my eyes, and leaned into his hand. He dropped his head "why aren't you yelling at me? " he asked quietly his voice reflecting a bit of anger. "Why would I yell at you?" I asked Confused, he stood up abruptly showing his blotchy red eyes and tightened his fists by his side. "Because of the way I treated you, how much I hurt you, how much pain I caused you, the torture. the hate. the beating. Why wouldn't you yell at me?! I was nothing but venom towards you like the rest the school!"

The emotion of anger, regret, sadness, and love mixed together was so overwhelming I teared up, "I don't need to yell at you for that. I know I'm stupid, I'm fat, I'm ugly, no guy would like me. I'm so boring I can't even make friends. I'm nothing but a piece of trash that was brought to this world by mistake." I pulled up my sleeve to reveal my cut marks.

"I decided since I'm already damaged why not just break me completely?" His anger just boosted itself higher. He grasped my arms "your smart, beautiful beyond compare, and I wouldn't let a guy touch you even if he wanted to. You know why? Because I love you and I'm sorry I did all of that, but I see now you are a beautiful angel that descended from heaven to bless me as a brother don't you think otherwise OK. If you do I'll just keep reminding you all of this." he kissed every scar on my wrist and then my forehead and hugged me tight as I sobbed with him.
That night I went to bed but in his arms and for the first time in forever I felt save and sleeping in the grip of the first person who cared for someone like her.
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Sorry in the picture I know it says Taylor, but that's Serena.