Pain

Chapter 3

"Why is a pretty girl like you single?.." I don't say anything. I just couldn't find the words..I've been used and cheated on, people have walked all over me all my life. I keep my distance so I don't let people hurt me. Adam doesn't need to hear me complain and I know he doesn't care, he shouldn't I tell myself. My eyes began to sting and I blinked back the tears and bit my lip. "I'm sorry..." he mutters. "It's alright, I'm just not the kind of girl most guys would like to stay with, the guys I've been with didn't want to stay, they didn't love me..or wanna be with me" 

He pulls me into his arms and begins to hug me, I put my arms around his waist with my face in his chest, his arms around me as if to shield me from the ugly world. I inhaled his intoxicating scent. "You deserve a guy who wants to spend every minute of everyday with you, who wants to wake up next to you very morning and loves everything about you, you will find him. Those assholes were so stupid and blind". I smile and close my eyes. "Really?" I look up at him, he looked down at me, our eyes locking together. "Really, really" I try not to laugh but a noise escaped and I looked away. "What?" I hear the smile and confusion in his voice. "That was what Shrek says, I'm sorry I just couldn't help it...it made me think of Shrek...."

 he stands there and looks at me like I grew a third eye as I'm laughing, I stop and take a deep breath then look at him. "Rain...don't say it..." this makes me grin. "Shrek is love...'' I walk closer and closer then whisper the next part. "Shrek is life..Adam" he shakes his head while laughing at me, he lifts me up and puts me over his shoulder, I let out a high pitched noise as he starts walking. "Adam!!.." i pull my dress down and hold it there so my butt or my panties dont show, my face heats up.

 "Put me down you don't even know how to get to my house!" he laughs. "I'm taking you to a park, we're gonna have fun, besides I'm kinda comfortable right now" he leans the side of his head against my waist and my face goes red. I look down at his backside and I start to grin. 

"AAAYYYYYEEEE!!!!!" he yelps after I reach down and grab his firm little ass. I start to giggle. "Whatever you do to me, I do to you" my eyes go wide. "Adam, I swear don't you da-" before I finish my sentence he grabs my ass. He laughs. I'll get him back I tell myself.

We get to a park and he puts me down. I turn around and look around, spotting a swing set. I walk over and sit on a swing set, he follows and sits on the swing next to me. I look up at the sky

-AdamsPov-

I watch at her as shes looking up at the sky. "So, Adam, why is a very attractive singer like you single?" she looks at me and I quickly look away and act like I was looking at something else. "I don't really see the point, I've never been with someones who's took the time to love me for who I really am. Kinda like you, I've been with girls but I've always somehow felt so alone, that's when I got heavily into the drinking and the drug use but I've gotten better. I pushed too many people away that when I realized it, it was too late.." I sighed, she got up and stood in front of me.

 "Wha-" she placed her hands onto my cheeks and used her thumbs to stroke the sides of my face. "Listen, we have a lot in common. I'm right there with you, I know what its like. But you wont be able to push me a way, I wont let you be alone. Especially cause I know it's scary.."

 I placed my hands onto her waist. "And I won't hurt you like other people have, I won't push you away" she smiled and started hugging me with her arms around my neck, I lifted her up and put her in my lap bridal style, her hairs in my face, it smells really good. After a few minutes she made a weird noise, I looked at her and realized she fell asleep. I get up with her in my arms and I carry her to my house, it was kind of a long walk but i didn't mind, and I wasn't about to wake her up. 

I carry her into my house and upstairs into my room, I lay her down in my bed, I lay down next to her. 

-RainsPov-

I wake up with an arm around my waist, I look up to see Adam asleep. I play with his black hair and twirl it around my finger, he moves in his sleep and pulls me closer to him and moves his face down into my neck. I run my fingers through his hair and close my eyes.

What am I doing? i think to myself, I can't be doing this. This is how I always get hurt I get attached too fast. I panic.

 -AdamsPov-

I wake up and my face is in her neck, I smile cause she smells really good and i feel her fingers through my hair, I feel cared about. Not too long after that I fall back asleep. Later when I wake up, she's gone.