Where Is He?

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I guess you could say I am a bit of a hopeless romantic.

When I look at someone I can honestly say I see an equal amount of beauty. But only when I get to hear them speak my perception changes. You could be the most handsome guy in the world but if you are apathetic towards others you instantly become ugly.

I always ask myself, “what is he doing?”. He as in my future husband. Is he lonely? Is he depressed? Is he having fun? I hope he's o.k.  I hope he is not feeling insecure because lord knows I see him as the most beutiful guy in the world.

I know once I fall in love I will accept him completely. His flaws, problems, weaknesses, but I can only hope he will accept mine.

But then again, what is love? Baby don't hurt me. Don't hurt me...no more. (sorry I had to)
Love, to me, is a feeling. It's the warm feeling you get exactly where your heart is. Its a feeling so powerful. It engulfs your body with pure ecstasy, passion, and well love. You can look at him and just knowing for a fact that he is yours is enough.

No, you don't have to kiss me. No, you don't have to buy me a gift. No, you don't have pay for dinner. As long as I get to lay with you at night and wrap my arms around you everyday and wake up next to you and just talk to you god dammit is enough for me.

Im sorry if I hurt you, im sorry if I upset you, and im sorry if I push some boundaries.

I love you

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