An Average Girl's Thoughts

What Am I Doing With My Life?

I am in infinite, constant thought practically everyday. Well atleast when it's summer. I don't love school but then again, it keeps me busy. See, when I have nothing to do I just think. And it usually ends up with me thinking about the endless cycle and harsh reality of life.

I mean think about it, everyone wants to live this blissful life of living their wildest dreams and greatess fantasies. But then reality kicks in and you realise that in order to survive you need money. Everything cost money. And if you want money, a job is necessary.

You always hear about the doctors and lawyers. What about the singers and dancers? I mean come on, do you actually believe every young child when they say they want to become a lawyer. I mean don't misinterpret, im pretty sure some will. And then you have those teens who become something they don't want to just to make others happy.

I want a job that I will love. A job I want to wake up for every morning. A job im passionate about. A job that I will be happy to do for 60+ years.

Have I found it? No. But I am still looking.

Currently my day consist of watching youtube stars, playing piano, reading, and thinking. But I will save that for another chapter.

We are too young. We are too young to know what we will want in the future. Sometimes I don't even know what cereal I should eat in the morning, what makes you think I know what my future career will be.

I know for a fact I want to do something that will help others understand life's hardships. Hey! Maybe I should make a youtube channel. Just for fun? Nah, I pretty sure no ome would watch it.

Anyways, how do you feel? I made this thing to see if other people feel this way and so far that question has yet to be answered.