An Average Girl's Thoughts

How Do I Look?

Eveyone has insecurities.

Whether it's their teeth, nose, eyes, mouth, weight, hair........etc. Maybe it's not even their psychical attributes, maybe it something internal. Have you ever just looked in the mirror and saw complete ugliness? Like shrek on broadway could cast you as the main role. Is it just me?

I mean all my life, (you stood by me (srry) all my life, I've been told personality is the most important. And like I said in the last chapter, I see everybody as the same amount of beauty.

But why not me?

Why can't I see myself as beutiful? It's so hard walking around and socializing with people, thinking, “wow they are amazing” but when you self evaluate you find nothing. I honestly believe everyone contains 10X more beauty then myself. Maybe I just hate myself. No, I don't hate myself.

Why has society created a “perfect” representaion on how men and women should look. Perfect teeth, long beutiful hair, no scars, perfect skin, not too tall, not too short, WTF. Are you serious. Guys must have abs, v line, great facial hair, no stomach hair. News flash, we are just walking sacks of meat. I swear if I hear another girl saying ,“my perfect man is syupar hawt and haz abys and iz like 6ft. tall”. Bitch, you better look like a victoria secret model.

And guys wonder why we analyze every single part of our bodies, maybe its because we hear .... Oh dat azzz or damn girl you fineeeee literally every where we go. Why can't we say things like wow dat integrity or damn so responsible. Ok I'll admit it that sounded cheesy. But hey, its true.

I guess I just have to accept the fact that everyone is so busy worrying about their insecurities they are not even noticing mine. And if they do, they are so insecure about themselves they have to point out other's flaws just to make themselves feel better.

Stay beutiful my friends!