Fall In Love All Over Again

Chapter 16: Electric

SEUNG HYUN'S POV

"Tabi!"
I heard as I felt a familiar pair of arm snaking around my arms. It's Bom. I felt bad to break up with her, since she's been a good girlfriend for the past 2 years. Sometimes, I even wonder why I can't fall in love with her?

Things would be much different, everything will be different. 7 years ago, Tiffany took all of my heart and flew away. And since then, I'm like a desperate man waiting for her back. I gave up after waiting, asking her family, messaging her everyday --- though there's no reply. I even went to her school in America.

I came to the conclusion that she and I are not meant to be, we can't. And she left me, I put all the blame on her. After that, I get drunk every night, sleep with different women after getting drunk and ask them to scram the next day.

Occasionally, I would break down into tears, I would call out her name every time. I would think of her soft lips against mine as I kiss other women. I continue this kind of routine for 4 years. Till I met Bom. She no different then one of those women I slept with.

Just the thing is - she was the one that saw me cry. She comfort me as I told her everything. Heck, I don't even know why I told her despite meeting her for the first time. She confessed to me after we hang out around 1 year even though she know that I slept around and hurt their heart.

I did ask her why, why she want to date me even though she know I'm a player. And guess what she say,
"You will never unless you try." she smiled and interlock our hand as we walk the street

I thought that I should met someone better after Tiffany. I bet that she have someone there too. I stop my routine after I dated Bom. I thought that I forgot about Tiffany, I thought that I has finally found someone to settle with, I thought that I has my heart back -- but I was absolutely wrong.

Tiffany's back. She came back and for the first time in 7 years, my heart flutters. And that's when I know,
I love her,
And I still do.

NARRATIVE

"Tabi..? Tabi!!"

"Huh..? Oh yes, Bomna~ "

Bom force a smile to Seung Hyun as he called her nickname for the first time in forever. She sense it --- her sixth sense is strong; did I mention it? --- she know it's all coming, Seung Hyun is gonna end this relationship . Is it even a relationship?

They practically don't call each other, don't text each other, and some times they don't even see each. And that's all begin when Tiffany arrive. Bom clenched her fist as she thought of that.

"Bomna..."

"Yes...?"

"I...you... Let's break up.."

"Why...?"

"You know why, Bom."

"Is it because as Tiffany...?"

"...Yes..."

"Why? What's different between me and her? I can change! TABI, I can change, I can change to her type. Is it because if her face? Her personality? Her.. Body? Or..What? Seung Hyun, tell me. I can change . But I can't lose you. I can't afford to lose you...I can't..."

"Bom... You don't need to change. Why bother changing for that someone..? One day, when they realize the real you, they will leave you isn't it? Whatever you gonna change is not gonna make me change my decision, it's not because of face , neither it's the body. It's how my heart flutter when I saw her, how my heart beats when I held her, how I stuttered as she look at me, how my mind went blank when she smile at me, and most importantly -- the feeling, I felt the "electric" running around my body when I kiss her, it's definitely different than those women that I kissed. The feeling... Is something i can't comprehend.. It's some thing weird, it's make you flutter .. I guess love works that way. I don't feel it when I'm with you , Bom. You deserve someone to love you, treat you well. Not me, not someone that doesn't like you at all. You will find that someone of yours, sooner or later. You'll definitely will. Thanks for being with me all this time, I'm really happy. And I thanks for comforting me when I'm feeling down.. And yeah. I love you as a friend. Find your Prince Charming soon okay? And , let's still be friend. So let's break up okay?"

Seung Hyun said as he smile thinking of those moment with Tiffany. He ended long "speech" and give Bom a sincere smile.

BOM's POV

I clenched my fist till my knuckle turn white as I heard those words from Seung Hyun. I'm squirming as I heard the speech. Tiffany.. Tiffany.. Tiffany.. EVERYTHING IS ABOUT TIFFANY JUST SO WHAT IS GOOD ABOUT HER? ISN'T SHE JUST A WHORE THAT SEDUCES GUYS? AND MAYBE JUST TOY THEM AND BREAK UP. What's so good about her? Tabi.. My tabi.. MY TABI. SEUNG HYUN IS STILL MINE, HE NEEDED TO BE MINE. HE NEED TO. i have to make him stay --- even if it take me everything. Everything to get him. I heard him about to end his speech. SHIT, I HAVE TO find a reason to make him stay, fuck. How? I suddenly thought about my morning sickness and my mood swings nowadays. I remember that Seung Hyun and I make out a few weeks before. I smirk innerly as I fake some sobs as I look up to him.

"--- so let's break up okay..?"

"Even when I'm having your child..?"

Seung Hyun look at me dumbfounded

"What..?"

"We did it.. A few weeks ago, you forgotten it right... I having morning sickness and mood swing. I think I'm pregnant - I wanted to tell you today and go to the hospital today.."

"Bom..are you sure..?"

"My sixth sense never fail me."

"Let's go to the hospital."

"Okay."

Of course, I wouldn't be that stupid letting him bringing me to the hospital if I'm not confident right?

I smirk as we walk towards his car.