Take Your Hand In Mine {Andley}

Chapter 20: Ashley's POV

I jerk back into reality at the sound of CC's voice, accompanied by loud knocking.

"Alright, alright, I'm coming CC", I say wearily as I unlock my door to let him in. His face immediately displays surprise.

"Dude, what's up with your face?"

Crap. I forgot what just happened.

"Uhhhh... It got wet in the rain." His face tells me he doesn't buy it. I don't blame him: it hasn't rained for a week.

I flounder for another excuse, but it doesn't work. I know I've got to tell him the truth.

So I explain pretty much everything, right from our first kiss to just now. And I've got to admit, it feels good talking things through with someone. The only thing I'm worried about is if he tells Andy, but CC's a trustworthy friend.

"Well dude, if I were you I would tell him," CC says once I finish, "but maybe that's because I'm stupid."

"Oh CC, you're not stupid!" I say in response, "I don't think I could work up the courage to ask him though."

"It's fine, take your time. He's not going anywhere."

"Thanks. I'll think about it. I'm glad you listened to me; I think I needed it."

"No problem bro, I'm here for you if you ever need to talk things through again."

"Oh, one last thing," I know CC won't tell anyone, but it can't hurt to make sure. "You won't tell anybody, right? Especially Andy?"

"Chill! You can trust me." He gives me a reassuring hug.

The door closes and its sound resonates, echoing in the almost silent room.

That's the complete opposite to what's happening inside my head though. There are so many thoughts flying round my head, all trying to be heard, and the sound of them clamouring over each other is just like a wasps' nest.

They act like wasps too, buzzing around inside me until they find a sensitive spot; then stinging violently.

The thoughts fling themselves around as I drift into sleep, invading my dreams as disturbing nightmares.