The Unspoken (A Hollywood Undead FanFic)

Moving Out

(Ashley's POV)
I can't believe I let my heart get brokagain especially to Dylan I into the bathroom and grab my razor and start to slice my arm after I was the blood off I re wrap the bandages and walk out i sit on the couch and let myself doz off

I wake up on the couch I'm thinking of moving away with my friend Dani I haven't talked to her since grade 9 I'll call and ask I grab my phone off the table and call her number she picks up immediately
"Ashley holy shit I'm so glad you called you called what's up" she yells on the other end "eh not much my boyfriend Dylan beat me up so I broke up with him in Danny's house right now but he's sleeping Aron and Toby are hunting me down to kidnap me I wanted to know if I could move in with you cause I can't stay here in LA it's not safe for me" I ask her "yeah sure what time do you need me to pick you up at the airport" she asked cause she lives in Ontario Canada I live in LA "well I'm leaving tomorrow so I'll message you to pick me up when I land ok" I ask "yeah sure see ya then by" she says hanging up I walk to the room I stayed in which was my room I silently packed the stuff I need
Tooth brush tooth paste hair brush razor all my Band merch all my other clothing which I didn't have a lot all my drawings and art stuff my iPod iPad computer headphones CDs Phone and that's all I really need I put elections in one bag clothes in another bag and art stuff in a bag along with my bathroom stuff I sighed and was about to leave a note when Danny walked in "what are you doing" he asked I look at him "I'm moving in with my friend in Ontario Canada cause it's not safe for me here with Aron and Toby after me" I told him I see tears in his eyes I open my arms for a hug and he runs right to me picking me up hugging me tight "I'm sorry I half to leave but I have no choice it's not safe for me here'll miss you and the guys can you call them over so I can say goodbye to them" I ask him he nods and calls them they arrive in minutes "Ashley please don't tell me your leaving" Jordan and Jorel yelled bursitis get threw the door along with Dylan George and Matt "I'm sorry guy I half to its just not safe for me here I promise I'll visit as much as I can" I tell him they are all crying but Dylan is holding it in I walk over to him "Dylan you know you can just let it out know one will judge you not even me" I tell him and he burst into tears "I have one day left I bought the ticket and I'm leaving tomorrow at 10:00am so we can make the most of this day cause today is our last for awhile" I tell them "Ashley before you leave can we hear you're beautiful voice again along with you're guitar skills we really miss it" George asks I nod and Jorel hands me his guitar "what song" I ask "Untitled by Simple Plan" Matt suggest I nod Jorel gets his key board and plays with me
I open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember How I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight and I can't stand the pain and I can't make it go away no I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes got no where to run the night go's on as I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna SCREAM How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again so I try to hold on to a time when nothing matters and I can't explain what happened and I can't erase the that I've done no I can't...
How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes got no where to run the night go's on as I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna SCREAM How could this happen to me
(Guitar solo)
I've made my mistakes got no where to run the night go's on as I'm fading away! I'm sick of this life I just wanna SCREAM!! how could this happen to me.
I finished and was in tears this song always got to me I'm gonna miss the guys we spend  the whole day singing depressing songs that made us cry I sit on the couch with the guys I lean on Matts shoulder we all fell sleep on the couch

I woke up around 8:25am and the guys are up still in tears we all get in Matts large truck and drove to the air port my flight was called to leave in a hour once it was almost time to leave the song that was playing in the airport was Untitled which fitted the situation I looked at the guys and tears were streaming down our faces I hugged them "I'm gonna miss you guys" I said threw tears "we're gonna miss you to" they all said my flight was called to get on I hugged each on of them I waved for the last time taking in the last time I would see them for now and walked onto the plain I waved to them they waved they all did the
'I Love You' sign in sign language I did it back the plain took off I got a text message from Matt saying
Ma: Love you sis I can't wait till we meet again can you tell me the quote again

I smiled and replied with the quote that I told him before he left to be in the band
Ash:
Those special memories of you
Will always bring a smile
If only I could have you back
Just for a little while
Then we could sit and talk again
Just like we used to do
You always meant so very much
And alway will do to
The fast that you're no longer here
Will always cause me pain
But your in my heart forever
Until we meat again

I sent the message and started to cry I got a message from the grope chat
(Da Danny  Ma Matt  J1 Jorel  J2 Jordan Ge George  Dy Dylan  Ash Me)
Dy: Miss you Until We Meat Again❤️
Da: Miss you Until We Meat Again❤️
J1:  Miss you Until We Meat Again❤️
J2: Miss you Until We Meat Again❤️
Ge: Miss you Until We Meat Again❤️
Ma: Miss you Until We Meat Again❤️
Ash: Miss you all Until We Meat Again❤️
I sent my message I'm gonna miss them I felt a hand on my shoulder I look over and see a guy with Brown eyes and Brown hair
"You ok miss" he asked I nod "just leaving my friends is hard" I tell him giving him a light smile "my name is Jeff Jeffry Phillips" he tells me "I'm Ashley Ashley St Clare" I tell him I lean back in my chair and fall asleep

I woke up b ing shaken slightly I open my eyes and see Jeff "we landed" told me I thank him he asked for my number I gave it to him and we said out goodbyes I texted Dani saying I landed she said she was on her way I texted the guys
Ash: Hey guys just landed I really miss you guys
I sent it and got 6 I stand replies
Ma: Good I miss you too
Ge: Glad you're safe I Miss you too
J2: good you didn't crash I Miss you too
J1: great I Miss you too
Dy: thank god you're alive I miss you too
Da: at least you're safe I Miss you too
I smile at the messages
Ash: by any chance do you know anyone by the name Jeffry Phillips?
I sent it and only got a reply from Matt
Ma: Stay away from him he's not a good person he will hurt you physically and emotionally just stay away from him

I read it I'm not gonna trust him he did look familiar I said goodbye to them when I saw Dani screaming at me "holy shit I missed you why haven't you called" she asked hugging me "I got a new phone after Toby smashed my other one cause I was messaging Matt" I tell her she nods we start walking to her car in the parking lot in silence but she breaks it "by the way I live with two male idiots so I warn you they might hit on you ok" she tells me "what's there names" I ask "Ian and Anthony" she simply replied I nod and we drive to her house we walk up to her door and I felt nervous she open the door and Two boys jumped on Dani tackling her to the ground in a hug I give a questioning look they look at me and jump up trying to look manly I raise my eyebrow at them Dani gets up and introduced me to them "Ashley this is Ian" she said pointing the one with blue eyes and light brown bowl hair cut I shook his hand "and this is Anthony" she said pointing to the one with dark brown hair almost black a kind of emo hair cut and brown eyes I shook his hand "guys this is Ashley my friend if you try to hurt her you're gonna lose a arm she was in street fighting since she was 10"she tells them they back away "Don't worry I won't hurt you unless you hurt me physically" I tell them they sigh with relief I chuckle "here I'll show you to you're room" Dain tell me I follow her to a room that is painted 4 colours
North wall Dark Blue
South wall Blood Red
East wall Black
West wall White
It's all my favourite colours "am I able to put my drawings up and posters" I ask "you can do what every you want in here just no burning it down ok" she says I nod she walks out I grab a bunch of tacks from my bag and all my posters drawings and pictures I put up my HU Linkin Park and Simple Plan posters on the Dark Blue wall the drawings on the Blood Red wall when I got the the photographs I felt a tear escape my eye I looked at the picture of me and Matt when I jumped on his back then I looked at the picture with me and the guys looking boss with out 3 sighs I pinned them up on the White wall I look at them while sitting on my bed I hear a knock on my door "come in" I shout Ian walks in and looks around his eyes stop on the picture of me and Dylan I took a picture of me and him when we were skateboarding he looks around again and stops on the picture of me and Matt "is that you're boyfriend or something" he asks I shake my head "no that's my brother Matt and his band" I tell him he nods "so why did you decide to move in with Dani" he asked I sighed "let's just say my ex boyfriend Toby is out to kidnap me same with the former member of my brothers band Aron is out to do the same" I tell him he nods "the only way I could escape them was to move to a different country" I add "I just really miss them" I say we talk for a bit but it was getting late so Ian left and il yes in bed thinking about 'Will I ever see The guys again?'.