The Unspoken (A Hollywood Undead FanFic)

The Attempts And Mother Murder

(Matts POV)
It's bin a month and Ashley's out of school things have bin really weird none of the guys or her have said a word to me like I haven't heard there voices since the talent show I kinda forgot what they sound like I can't even remember my sisters voice she doesn't even look at her own brother it's killing me (trigger warning don't read if your suicidal) I'm thinking of just ending it I walk into the bathroom and open my drawer and grab my razor I slide it across my overly scarred wrist it hurt like a bitch but I didn't care I cut for 5 minutes before I start to feel dizzy black spots start to appear in my vision then it all go's black
(Danny's POV)
It's bin killing me Matt has bin yelling at us to speak but we don't say a word I feel so bad it has bin a month and Matt hasn't come see us in a week I hear something fall in the bathroom I go to check it out and when I do I see blood start to leak under the door "holly fuck GUYS" they all come running and see the blood Ashley breaks the door down and we see Matts bloody body on the ground we all gasped "George Dylan bring him to the truck" Ashley orders they pick him up and carry him up to the Truck "Danny find where the blood is coming from" she says to me I nod I trace the blood to his.... His wrist he did this to himself  "oh my god Ash" I call out to her "what""he cut himself he self harmed himself  he did this to himself" I yell to her cause I'm in the very back she's  in the front I Can see Tears fall down Ashley's Face I can't help but feel like this is my fault I should have talked to him and none of us have talked to him so it's all our faults Dylan is freaking out Jorel and Jordan go over to confert him I see tears roll down on all the guys faces Dylan keeps say this is his fault I tell him it's all our faults not just one of ours Dylan finally calms down we get to the hospital and carry him in we scream for help and some people come in and take him right before they do he opens his eyes and looks at Me at me he mouths thank you then they take him away I felt tears go down my face he basically attempted suicide Ashley was in the worst condition I mean he is her brother we wait in the waiting room for 3 hours until the doctor walks in "is anyone a relative of Matthew St Clair" he asks Ash stands up he walks out with him we all sit in the chair with fear Ash walks back in "he will be ok and we can go see him cause he's awake but one at a time" she tells us and she go's first
(Ashley's POV)
I walk into Matts room and when I see him he smiles I run over to him and hug him he winced cause I bumped his wrist I looked at it and felt tears fall out of my eyes "Matt why" I ask her he looks up at me tears in his eyes "I just couldn't take it you and the guys were ignoring me like I didn't exist like I was nothing I couldn't take it I mean you didn't even look at your own brother!" He yells I felt tears falling into the bed sheets I run out of the room this is my fault I run to the cliff not far from my house I'm gonna end it I'm just causing trouble I can't fix anything I'm just a mess no one can help anyone or anything I can't even save my brother I stood at the edge looking at the asphalt I was about to take a step when... "NO!!!"
(Matts POV)
After Ash ran out I waited only 30 seconds and I ran out of the room out and of the hospital to find Ash after about 5 minutes of searching I found her about to step off a cliff "NO!!!" I scream she stops and looks at me I run to her and pull her back with a hug "Ash please don't please" I beg her he finally hugs back "I'm sorry I'm so sorry Matt" she tells me sobbing I'm sobbing too we're now just hugging each other sobbing on the ground
(Ashley's POV)
When me and Matt were sobbing on the ground cause I almost killed myself I look up and see two people crying looking at me its Toby and Aron I look at the for a minute then they walk away me and Matt get up all they guys co e running and hug me Matt joined in we were all crying I can't believe I almost killed myself I can't believe that I almost ended my life as my brother was watching but I don't care I know it's still my fault that Matt almost killed himself I'm still gonna end it its just way to hard I lost pounds to the bullies I'm back to 20 pounds and with Toby and Aron still here it's just a living hell I'm gonna do it tonight
(4 hours later)
It's around 10 and the guys are asleep accept Danny great he said he's not going to bed until I'm asleep I sneak out threw my window and head to the cliff with a razor I sit a at edge and start singing bullet I start cutting my wrist after the song "I'm worthless I'm nothing I'm a bitch I deserve to die I don't belong in this earth I belong in hell I belong in a place where I can't harm people a place where I can only harm myself I cause trouble I can do anything right I fuck up everything I WANT TO DIE" I yell with every word I said was a cut blood dripped off my wrist onto the ground and rolled off the cliff to the asphalt down below I stood up and writ a note to the guys (guys I'm sorry I can't live anymore I'm sorry Matt I'm sorry Danny I'm sorry Dylan I'm sorry Jorel I'm sorry George I'm sorry Jordan I'll miss you all I'll se you some day but that day won't come for awhile I'll watch over you in heaven or hell goodbye guys) I writ and set it on the ground and placed a rock on it I shut my eyes and stand at the edge of the cliff and start to lean back when...
(Danny's POV)
I sit down on the couch waiting for any sigh of Ashley falling asleep I check on her and see she's not in her room I check every where I look outside and see her writing a note standing by the cliff "shit" I say to myself I run out she has her eyes shut and she's leaning back about to fall "NO ASH!!!" I scream I run over to her and grab her right before she falls "I want to die I wanna die I wanna die" she repeated in my chest crying I hug her with a lot of strength the guys come running out she's still repeating that she wants to die Matt runs over and picks her up out of my arms he's crying I can tell why I know that this wouldn't be the last time she was gonna attempt suicide she is still saying she wants to die Matts telling her it's alright I look over my shoulder and see Aron and Toby in pure shock but I just look back at Ashley we all go back inside the tour was gonna be starting soon I I know Matt wouldn't let Ashley off the bus without him Matt tell Ashley to sleep in my room Matt walks up to me and says "thank man you saved my sisters life I trust. To to be there with her when I'm not" he tells me I nod Ashley walks into my room I can see the dry blood on her wrists "come on Ash least get you cleaned up" I tell her she looks scared we walk into the bathroom and I see blood all over the counter and a razor blade "Ash where have you all bin cutting" I ask her in a harsh voice I didn't mean to make it sound harsh I see a tear escape her eye she lifts her shirt up not above her chest and I'm shocked at that I see cuts all over her sides waist stomach and back from her waist to her chest I fell tears fall from my eye she lifts up her pant leg all the way up to her upper thigh and I see cuts all the way up her leg she lifts her sleeves and I see cuts from her wrist to her shoulder "how long have you bin doing this" I ask "since the first time Toby kidnaped me" that's almost 4 years I can't believe I never seen the cuts this is horrible she's basically covered in cuts I told her to get shorts on and a tank top she dose as I say I tell her to lift up her shirt just below her chest I take a picture of her at the front then at the back and send it to Matt he comes running in and is in pure shock he hugs her a doesn't let go for 5 minutes I see some of the newly formed cuts start to bleed "Ash get a shower when you come out get your torso legs and arms and legs wrapped in bandages ok get Danny to help you if it's needed" Matt says to her she nods we both get out "wait Matt grab the razors out of her drawer" he nods and knocks she opens it and Matt walks in he go's in her drawer and takes out about 29 bloody razors and 50 clean razors he takes them and puts them in the trash Matt leaves for bed I walk up to Ashley "Ash don't ever harm your beautiful body ever again ok" I tell her "I can't make any promises" she says and shuts the door I walk over to the bed and lay down this has bin one hell of a day Ashley turns of the shower "Danny can you help me with the bandages" she calls from the bathroom I wLs in and she had her T-shirt rolled up to under her chest and has shorts on I help her put the bandages on her torso her arms and legs she walks to the bed and keys under the covers "thank you Danny" she says looking at me I look down at he her lips looked to soft I lean in and kiss her "your welcome" I whisper she leans in and rests her head on my chest I rest my head on her head I wrap my arms around her she dose the same and we drift off into sleep
(Ashley's POV) I wake up before the guys I slip out of Danny's grip and get A new T-shirt on and a new pare of shorts I'm gonna go for a walk I leave a note saying that I'm going for a walk I leave and walk to the park "God my body is so fucked up" I say sitting on the bench I feel hands roughly grab my shoulder I look behind me and I see Toby shit "Toby fuck ok" "No Ashley your coming with me" he says I struggle out of his grip he picks me up I scratch at him he drops me and punches me I punch him harder I've gotten a lot stronger and faster since Aron kidnaped me I punch I'm so hard he spits up blood on me I keep punching him my hands are covered in blood I can't help but think of the song Mother Murder I can see blood all over my hands I stare at my hands in shock I'm sitting next to Toby's knocked out bloody body the longer you lay next to me I look up and see the guys all 6 of them looking at me in shock I get up and run the further I ran I continue running until I reach the a river what's it all worth it wasn't worth it it felt great the blood everywhere I didn't think the boys could stand me how much can you stand I hear people calling my name I get up and dive into the river and swim across the longer you stay close to me
And once I reach the other side I run the further I ran I run and run until I run into a  tall skinny man and fall to the ground I recognized him by his hat it's Aron he has blood? on his clothes I look at myself I have blood on my clothes too I look at him he helps me up and hugs me I hear voices I grab Aron hand and we both run I can't go back now as we're running we run off a cliff into the water "Aron" I call out "Ashley" he calls back we find each other and we swim to shore we can't go back we're runners "it felt so good" I say aloud "what did" Aron asked "the blood all over me I need more" I tell him he agrees
(1 year later) it's bin 1 year and me and Aron had a fight he left  I haven't killed before I only hurt people well only Toby I now wear a black face bandana a black hoodie black pants and knee high black converse I was wandering the streets of LA looking for my first and only  victims house I see a oddly familiar house but it had 6 cars I've become insane since that fight with Toby I look for a open window I find one  and I jump inside its empty I slowly open the door I hear laughter from down the stairs I slowly walk down the steps and I see 6 oddly familiar faces I shrug it off sneak  behind one of them I readied my knife and was about to pounce on them when someone tackled me to the ground they threw the knife out of my hand they get me pinned to the floor shit I struggle against there grip but there to strong I have my hood up and my face bandana on I got my hair dyed pink this 2 purple streaks my eyes change colour when I'm mad they change to red "hold her down" the guy on top of me said 4 men run over 2 hold my wrists and the other 2 hold my legs the guys who pinned me started talking "who are you" he asked in a stern voice I say nothing to him I look around the room and see some pictures on the wall I see one in particular it was a girl with blond hair and blue eyes laughing she was holding onto a guys neck and was sitting on his back he had curly hair and grey eyes he was smiling too I'm guessing that's her brother then it hit me that's me and my brother I felt my eye colour change back to brown I stopped struggling "won't answer fine" he said and took the hood down and pulled my face bandana off they all gasped in shock
(George's POV)
Me and the guys were talking when I see someone with pink hair and a black hoodie and a black face bandana on they stand behind Danny ready to stab him with a knife I run over and tackle them I'm guessing there a girl "hold her down" I tell Danny Matt Jorel and Dylan they each hold her arms and legs down I look at her she some how looks familiar some how "what's your name" I ask her she doesn't answer she looks around and stops her eyes on a picture it's a picture of Ashley and Matt when they were kids she didn't answer me I look at her again I see her eyes change from black to brown "won't answer fine" I say I pull her hood down and take her face bandana off I'm shocked it's Ashley we all gasped "Ashley" Matt says she looks at him Matt lets go and hugs her the guys let her go we payed the charges for her beating up Toby so if she ever returned she wouldn't go to jail or anything "I'm sorry Matt I'm so sorry" she said hugging him it's bin 1 hour and I do half to say after Ashley brushed her hair she looked even hotter she has pink hair and 2 purple streaks we all stared at her I can tell the guys are thinking the same thing as me "so what have you bin doing over the year" I asked her "well I got my hair dyed I ran into Aron he had done the same thing as me we parted and the insane side of me took over and I grabbed a knife I used for hunting and came here my eyes change colour when my mood changes
Green-happy
Dark Blue-sad
Red-Mad
Multi coloured-normal
Black-insane
White-shocked
Grey-scared
Yellow-in pain
Orange-confused
And when there brown then I feel pity for something" she told us her eyes were green so she's happy I'm guessing to see us again we missed her it was boring without her
(Dylan's POV)
It was late I half to say tho Ashley looks hot with her new hair she walks to my room I follow her "Ashley how are your cuts" I ask she looks shocked and sad her eyes are a mix of grey and white "there um there-" I cut her off "let me see them" she sighed her eyes change to brown so she feels pity I see the blood fall to the floor that's all I needed to see she takes off her hoodie and her arms are worse she has so many cuts there's almost no uncut skin same with her torso and legs her skin was so pail from blood loss we put up lost girl posters everywhere we missed her "Ash go get a shower" I tell her she dose as I say she comes out "I know your gonna hate me for this but I gotta get the cuts clean" I tell her she sits on the counter in the bathroom I fill the tub with peroxide I know that's a lot we had a lot like 200 bottles in storage al, the guys come in the comfort her Matts right by her side Asl is wearing a tank top and shorts she slides in and screams "IT HURT IT REALLY HURT MAKE IT STOP!!!" she screams Matt is holding her hand they guys have look of pity on there faces her eyes were yellow so she's in pain I see white stuff  come out of the cuts they must have bin really infected she finally calmed down looks like the pain is wearing off she gets out and Matt hands her a pare of clothes and we walk out and sit on my bed she walks out in a stunning long sparkling black dress we all look at her stunned she was beautiful he hair was dry and brushed out Matt did say we were going to the club tonight to celebrate her coming home this has bin one hell of a day but one of the best

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